Me when I was little

Me when I was little

Saturday, October 9, 2010

P.A.I.N.F.U.L ?

You once said I changed your life greatly.
You once said you love me forever.
You once said we really suit each other.

Why those memories you gave me once was so wonderful and sweet but now so pain to me ?
Memories really cannot revive ?
Must this be the ending of us ?
Must I give up on you ?

Can't we return ? =/

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

=)

Haha. I actually started not to think about him that much isn't it good ? I just now went to see my ex-rival's facebook profile. At first I felt very angry cause I remembered that he chose her over me but after much thinking, I actually think they matched better. How to say ? More suitable ? Plus actually I am very used to the life without him. I agree him is wonderful but just not suitable for me. ? Have I thought through him ? AWESOME! We are so different yet so similiar.

Express to Normal.
Member to Exco.
Current to Past
Remember to Forget
Hold in to don't care
Friendly to Don't care

I am neutral. Thank you.

Saturday, September 25, 2010

Him again

NO AIR ! ♥
LOL. It is him again. I joined the congress is actually because it was his birthday then i can keep myself occupied so i can don't think about him. Why is it him ? I am sick and tired of him. Please can you slowly move out my life ? I cannot survive going through this whole " forgetting him " by myself. I want someone to help ! But who ? I cannot take it. I very felt so hard to breathe. I don't even feel like thinking about anything.

How can I breath without air air air ?
How can you be without me ?
I don't seem to be able to survive without you.
I want help.
Who can be there for me to catch me when i fall ?
Who will forever be there for me ?
Who is the one that is meant for me ?
Who will love me and care about me forever ?
Why don't I get what I want ?
Why can't things last ?
Why don't I have faith ?
Should I accept him ?

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Bleh ! Tomorrow school reopen !

Hmmm. I not say very happy neither can i say i not happy. just normal.

I actually quite happy to see my cute clique people ^^

But just quite sianz with the the MATHS EXAM AFTER SCHOOL !
I did not really study for it until today ! opps =)
very excited for the questions but very scared if i don't know how to do.
WEIRD YA ?

Quite excited cause can take the exam as a whole of sec 2 ^^
especially with him ^^
dumb me still thinking about it =/

ya la.... really need to cut down =)

Thursday, September 9, 2010

She suits you more,I should just back off

You had already forgotten me why do I still think of you? =( '

I have like 26 reasons to forget you
- We are already past
- We are good now with our different lifes.
- We are now different.
- You already don't like me.
- You already forgot about us.
- You already like someone esle
- Some other girls like you.
- They all better than me.
- You said before if you could find someone better, you will leave.
- You chose Valerie instead of me.
- You already made your choice.
- I did wrong and I don't deserve you.
-My friends said I should forget you.
- I have someone waiting for me.
- You don't even remember my birthday.
- I got hurted badly and I am tired.
- You would just playing.
- We are too young then.
- The feeling is long a past.
- In your life, there is no more me.
- We don't suit each other.
- It was just an accident together.
- You don't reply my messages.
- You will only find her when you got sth.
- She knows more about you than me.
- What I know is the past.

If we were really different school, maybe I would not have much of a problem. If we were not in the same leadership group, I will not hold on that long. If we never met, it will not turn out like that. We might meet but will not end up this way.

She suits you more, I should just back off. =)

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

I sometimes hate it !

Why must we have past ?
It suck at times.
If it is good, why we don't have it now ?
If it is bad, my gosh why must I remember ?
So in anyway it sucks
It only torture us.

It sucks even more when you still remember but he don't anymore.
Whats with me man ?
Do I have a problem ?
He remember other's birthday but just not me.
You remember last year why not this year.

I hate it when you still linger. Can't you just FUCK OFF ?

Friday, September 3, 2010

Results Results !!

You have done well this time girl ! =) Give yourself a pat on ur back ^^

Sec 2 CA3 2010

English - 67 b3 =)
not bad work harder !
Higher Chinese - 75 A1 ^^
Very good ! Keep it up !
Maths - 82 A1 ^^
Excellent !
Science - 72 A2 ^^
Very Good! jiayou
History - 84 A1 ^^
Topped ! Excellent
Geography - 72 A2 =)
NotBad !
Design & Tech - 73 A2 =)
Good !
Literature - 56 C5
JIA YOU ! YOU CAN DO IT !
Art - 65 B3
Not bad !

Class Position :: 7 /38
L1B5 :: 9
Percentage :: 72 %

Actually I was pretty sad about my results yesterday. But after seeing my final report card, I am very very happy actually =) hehe. Except for Literatue though. Hehe. =) But you still is AWESOME EUNICE LIM KE LI ! =) Miss Yap said that my Lit can make it if I do my panelling well ^^ hehe. Then she said I can go any course I want based on my this result ^^ Quite A all-rounder person. =)So YEAH !! hehe.

And .......

My mother agreed to give me a plan ! =) I mean PHONE PLAN !! Unlimited messages, free incoming, 100 mins of outgoing and 12Gb for Internet ! =) WOW!

I think I want to get an Iphone le. ^^ hehe.

4 or 3GS ? =)

HEHE. A.W.E.S.O.M.E !

Thursday, September 2, 2010

what if...

What if we were not in the same secondary school ?
- you will not still linger in my mind
- weird feeling I haave when I see you
- talk about you to most of my friends
- still like you so much !

=)

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

AH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

How can I do when my notes cannot go in ! Gosh ! Tomorrow is the test ! It is not like I don't know but not in the mood to study ! Should just roll off the floor !

I am like Justin Bieber-ing now. His voice is really not bad ya ? =)

Today, slept til 8 plus. Watch my anime. Actually School Days does not make any sense ^^ haha. Ok. then went out with family to eat. Swensens ! =) then ate one scoop of Haagen Daz Green Tea ! It just melted my heart ^^ ♥
Then met Jiayi at 2. =) Talked, studied and played. =) I glorily won 2 times !! Jiayi also won!! It is still very fun !! But still have not study my bio yet =(

Yesterday, went to school early. =) Mrs. Mastern seemed to quite like my time capsule. =) Then helped Shiny for the presentation. Yu Xuan ( Xuan ) new nickname for him ^^ haha. he is so friendly and talktive. =)
Went to Amanda's house and played. Then met Jiayi and Heyse at Bedok Intr. then went singing. Quite messy though. ^^ haha. But very fun ^^ !! Haha. So us > Shinyi, Jiayi, Amanda, Ziying, Heyse and me. Then I went to eat dinner with Jiayi and Heyse. ^^
An awesome but tiring day =)
It leaked ! Opps..

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Goshy can ?!

If it was to happen, it had already happened.

Dumb Dumb ! It's been 2 years. ok ! Love sucks !

He is nice but not the one I like.

The one I like don't even care about me.

At times, everything is so irrating !

Whats with steading her one day after break ?

Whats with being in the same school when we are over ?

Whats with being in the same leadership ?

Am I dumb or what ?!

My gosh ! Can someone just tell me the best way to forget him !

Fate is having his fun while I am suffering.

I hate that everything I think I think of you.

Can't you just get off my mind forever ?!

I sucks !

Sunday, August 29, 2010

School Days - It seems similiar

haha. Finally booked the KTV room on Tuesday. ^^Haha. We must enjoy ourselves ! Yeah ! =) And that Bryan Tay Wei Teck ! He gave Siqi her birthday present first ! Evil Stupid Guy ! Then mine he now then settling ! =/ Better give me something good. haha. joking ^^ He is my brother sia ! ^^ And Cz... I wonder if he still remember my birthday. This year he did not give me. It kinda of makes me to sad. It is the first year that I know him and he did not give me or wish me happy birthday maybe we are really through. <>

Just now I watching an anime School Days. Only the first episode. The girl was helping the guy that is sitting beside her to chase the girl that he likes. The girl ( classmate ) went to make friends with the girl ( he likes ). Then she helped to make them together. The guy confessed to the girl and the girl agreed. After school, the guy was waiting for the girl ( he likes ) at the MRT. Then he met the girl ( classmate ) at the MRT. The guy was very grateful for her help. He promised that he will do anything in return. That girl ( classmate ) then kissed the guy.

Wow ! It sounds so haha. similiar ! She said he likes her again and he asked her for stead. She did not know if to accept. A needle just poked right through. He asked for help that night. Never forgot the feeling and mood that night. It just sank down and down.
Seeing him I felt weird ! Very weird. I don't know why. haha. =)

Friday, August 27, 2010

Whats with me ?? =/

Aiyo ~ ! Actually the " I forgot him " campaign is working well. Until Keeve last night asked again. Then I dreamt about him and our past. The dream I had it once if I am not wrong. Bleh ! Everytime like that when someone trigger me about him, he will appear in my dreams. To count, in my whole entire life to now, he is one of the main character ba in my dreams I can say. ^^ But today when I saw him, I actually don't really remember what had happened between us ! I am still thinking if everything really happened or what ! May be I am just imagining things haha. =)

I don't know what went over me ! I actually don't feel like talking to anyone for a period. =( But thanks to Shafeeqa ! She cheered me UPUPUP !! =) haha.

So so tired ! Then Sunday still got compeition. OH MY GOSH !! HOW CAN I SURVIVE ! Then is my Literature Test ! haha. This time is Poetry sia !! Haha. CONFIRM DIE ONE ^^ haha. I don't know still can take Lit or not. ^^ Aiyo !! haha...

CZ is awesomely in and not out.

Thursday, August 26, 2010

Simple life is a good thing =)

Haha. I these few days then realise actually I am leading a great life ^^ haha. It is so simple yet nice ^^ I quite like it ( except for my CCA part ) ^^

Oh ya ! We got back on talking terms again. haha. Looks the angel revived and shot back the devil. haha. But you actually tell her more than you tell me. I actually told myself that I will never talk to you but haha. I actually quite like texting you. ^^

My results is NOT BAD ^^ hehe. 81.333333333333 for Maths CA3. Just need like 50 plus percentage to get 60% then around 75 % to get A. ^^ haha. I am aiming for A. ^^ Heyse helped me counted maybe can get 5As YEAH !! haha. Still thinking about what course I want to take. Triple science or Econmics ?? Biology or Econmics ?? haha ^^

Tell me what you think I should I go.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Tired Of It

"I see no point in messaging le. "

No matter how much he said he would love you, it will still end someday. I gave up to LOVE le. It is always like that. Always not my day le. I just did not know it ended so soon. I am just disappointed. I have no more hard feelings. ^^ Let's be friends k ? I just don't feel like texting you le. Thanks so much for this past 6 weeks. ^^ Bye.

Monday, August 23, 2010

Easily Contented Is A Good Thing =)

I think today I must be crazy haha. =)

I was actually quite happy when Joey said bye to me at the MRT. Just because of that. Haha. Was so relieved when I finally won once Monopoly Deal with Carissa and Ziying. Haha. ^^ Easily Contented. So nice !

I was actually quite surprised that I don't have that strong urge to see D but a little more for W. Whats with me you tell me ! Haha. I realise that recently I am looking out for only D. Until Today, I realise I don't even look how did W changed. AND I AM LIKE WOW ! haha

I finally bought my family's own Monopoly Deal !! ^^ hehe. So happy. ^^

A few aims I am going to do this few weeks ::
- Not going to go out ( ONLY SCHOOL AND HOME ) for Tuesday and Wednesday
- Get well soon before Friday ^^ ( i actually skipped 1 cca )
- Get a new bag / Find ways to save spare in my bag
- To be 56.5 =)

JIA YOU JIA YOU ^^

Friday, August 20, 2010

hehe. RANDOMNESS !

Hey fellows !! Hmmm.. Recently Clique ain't going very well. Argues and quarrels over her. Ya. Hmmmm... But I guess I am just going to sit on the fence and sit what will happen ba. Don't take any side is the best ^^

Do you know that Monopoly Deal is now my class' favourite recess and after-school activity ?? It is freaking fun ^^ haha. If you want to learn, feel free to ask me !! I am more than willing to teach. hehe. ^^

From Last Sunday til now, I am sick !! =( down with cough and sore throat. Aww !! haha. I tried to be smart and eat 3 streps. But in end, went to the doctor and he said I got infection in my throat. LOL ! act smart is not a good thing. haha. ^^

So yup. I will keep it update. ^^

Monday, August 9, 2010

Happy Happy Happy !

Hehe. Blahh Blahh Blahh..

So happy !! hehe. I read Jiayi's blog and I am like over the moon. Then Ziying said that it will be more fun if I can go K with them. Then Shiny said that she had an awesome time with me on her birthday. Shiny and Zul said they love my presents !! Vyan and Veryln both enjoyed my presence. haha. Awww... So sweetened !
* presence is one of my favourite word * <>

A said that A likes your style =) and you =) so sweet !!

hehe. Life is so nice =)

Darren kor, My Navy counsin, actually taught me how to swim. haha. =) yesterday. Fun sia ! Drank a couple times of water. Wa !! I never realise don't breathe underwater it actually feels good. haha. But the part where you fall accidently is like HELL !! haha. HAD FUN ^^ !!

Slept my niece's house yesterday. The sleeping part is not good at all. Wake up almost ever hour. ^^ haha.

random abit.
Sorry Shiny for a not really well-planned birthday outing. ^^ hehe. But had fun =)
She say I sing the Shi Luo Sha Zhou not bad.
Of course la ! I sang with feelings for that jerk ! haha

Miss Yap said ::
" Guys that you beg,plead and cry for to come back will never cherish you. Better go find another guy. "
But " Girls who chase for you are not good either. They can chase you they also can chase other guys. "

haha. LOVE IS COMPLICATED. =_=


HAPPY 45TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE ^^ !!
Happy Birthday Zoe !!
Happy belated birthday Zul !!
Happy Belated birthday Shinyi !!

Thursday, August 5, 2010

LOL. My love life thats all loh. Nothing much happened. I just confirm even more that we are NOT POSSIBLE . HEHE.

Exciting things ::
- Did Announcement on WEDNESDAY !! OMG !
- Did Flag today
- Asked a question while BASTARD WALK PAST

actually i don't know wat to post. haha =)

Saturday, July 31, 2010

understood and moving on =)

I kinda of get everything. As I was looking through your photos ::

- You are so cute.
- Awww..
- The more I look, I realise we are too far apart.
- The more I look, I realise we are through.
- Just let go.
- To the last picture, Forget about everything.

My head now is so blank.

After the talk with Sha yesterday, I want to bet with myself, you and destiny. If I could meet you online by this sunday, i will ask you who you like. If it is not me, I will give up. You Yuan Wu Fen. If I did not meet you at all means Wu Yuan Wu Fen.

But as I look through the photos, I felt more and more not possible. Whats with me ? You are much more happy now. With her. And no more me. I don't know how you managed to forget everything we been through in a day and stead her. But I will learn from you. You told everyone that you were not with anyone. Maybe I am really imagining things. I will believe that the day when I told you I like you, you say sorry I don't. That will be our only story. =)

BELIEVE YOU CAN MOVE ON AND YOU WILL .YOU CAN DO IT !




I still cannot accept you. I am still yet settled with him yet. But Thanks for the wait. ^^

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Still !

Hmmm. Even like after so long, I still don't know.

How do I feel for him ?
Why do I want to see him ?
Why do I hate to see him with other girls so close ?
Why do I keep thinking of him ?
Why do I keep thinking about our past ?

To think about it, have all these happened ? Am I like Joanna Fung ? Am I imagining things ? AH !! I really don't know. I still think he like Shinyi. They are better than me and him right ? He messages her and put smiley. I text him, he don't give a damn. =/

Then why life be so " Ming Zhong Zhu Ding " ? Why must let us go to the same school ? Why must be in the same group ? Why must put him with me in the same duty ? Especially when I am about to give up. Life is like I DON'T KNOW !! How does he really feels ? Who does he really likes ?

MAYBE NOTHING HAS HAPPENED.... =)

Sunday, July 25, 2010

This proves even more ! =)

Hmmm... I think I am right ! ^^
You do like her right ? So obvious. Haha.
Maybe it is time to move on Silly Girl. ^^ hehe.
It is not like you did not see it.
So cheer up ^^ haha.

Baby. Not many things in life is how you want it to be.
Baby. It is not the end.
Baby. You can do it ! =)
Believe you can and you can !!

HE DON'T LIKE YOU.
HE HATES YOU.
HE LIKES HER.
AND YOU CANNOT CHANGE THIS.
SHE IS BETTER FOR HIM..
SO SMILE AND ACCEPTED IT
IT MAY HURTS
BUT TIME CAN HEAL
MAYBE ANOTHER 3 MORE YEARS

You know you don't like him that much as last time
you can move on then
you definitely can now

DON'T CARE ABOUT HIM ANYMORE ^^

KEEP MOVING FORWARD =)

Saturday, July 24, 2010

I think that should be the reason why.

Hmmmm... Still like that ba. I don't know what should I say. I really wonder if I tell you I still like you how will you react ?

Sometimes I wonder if I still like you as much as before, how will I feel now ?
I must be jumping with anger
seeing you hugging her, seeing you talking with other girls so happily, hearing rumours about you and her and all the things about you totally dislike me.

Sometimes I wonder if we did not break our ways apart, how would we be like now ?
Happy ? Sad ? More romantic and love each other more than before ? Or only me loving you more ?

But you seems to calm about things around us. You can actually stead her just one day after our crack. What does this means ? You don't like at all ? Thats what I thought or I hope so that I can let go everything..

But why am I still trap here ???

Recently the pain got more unbearable. Things getting out of hand. I told myself to get over it and smile and say hi to you. =) But I just cannot. How did you do it ??

Mum said that I actually can let go things quite easily but I still cannot let go you or us even after two years... Is two years gap to big to change anything ?

I wonder if you have been reading all my posts, how will you feel and react ?

Most likely just nother again. Whatever la. I hate her. =)
BLOGGING IN PROGESS. =)
PLEASE COME BACK IN 20 MINS TIME. =)
THANK YOU =)
SORRY FOR THE INCONVIENCE =)

Friday, July 23, 2010

I really don't know leh !

Hmmm... I really don't know leh. I think I do love you. But so weird. You don't seems to care. Isn't it quite obvious I kind of like you ?? No ? Actually on the bus, I was kind of hope it was you who comes down first and like fall onto me ? But it wasn't you. That actually very sad.. Hmm. You don't care at all loh. I think you care about her more. I am like invisible. Sometimes I really envy her sia. =) If I could choose, would I rather never be together with you and have no memory of us OR to stay like this ? If you tell me you like me, how will i react ? Hmmm. IMPOSSIBLE HAHA. =)

Today went Bedok South for YOG games. Very fun actually. I think the ACRHERY IS AWESOME !! =) haha

The word list test is actually ok. =) I hope I can score ok ? =) hehe. Byebye. =)

Thursday, July 22, 2010

WO LEI BI LE !! =)

hehe. Today was COLD COLD COLD !! And I am tired tired tired. AIYO !! haha.

Hmmmm. Over the bath, I thought about it. Actually, staring into blank space is not bad afterall. VEry relaxing. =) haha. Ok besides that. =) I am thinking why I am so bad. Hmmmm walk past people I know and just ignore. I decided ! I am going to say HI to everyone I know. =) hehe. Yeah !

Maths so screwed !! =( 18/30 And Many people in my class got like 20,21... WTF !! How ?? Did I not study hard enough ? Don't be discourage baobei !! =) You can do it de ^^ hehe. I am contented with my higher chinese result ^^ 39/50 sia !! =) hehe. MCQ got 9/10 not bad sia!! =) See BaoBei you can do it de rigth ? ^^ haha.

Tomorrow Vocab test sia!! Not much confidence but I AM JIA YOU DE !! ^^

YOU CAN DO IT EUNICE LIM KE LI ^^ AWESOME ^^ !!! =)

* is my handwriting that big ? * =S

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Aiyo !

Hmmmm...Let me see how to put it ! I am quite tired to post lots of things that happen recently. I should just talk about recent affairs that is quite impactful.

Friday, I went magicland. It was quite good. =) haha.
Saturday was totally a slack day.
Sunday, I found myself a bit better than Sat. I at least did some homework.

Monday was the PROBLEMATIC DAY ! It was quite an unfortuanate day for quite a few people. I was actually quite pissed too ! But I chilled down pretty fast. They are really unreasonable people. Being close to them isn't a good thing at all. It seems to bring more harm than good. They got worse ba. Today I was actually immuned to their actions. Poor Jiayi still like a bit angry. Aiya. I really give up on them le la. I just tried my best to make them contribute as much as possible. =) I can say I done my part =)

After school, I went Teo Heng with Shiny and Jiayi. =) Actually not bad. From Jiayi's selection, I knew many new songs =) haha. Shiny ya. REally should use real voice to sing. Her real voice to sing is pretty nice !! =) haha. Me ya i kinda of hope to have Jiayi's voice. Her voice is nicer than mine!! haha. =) So yup.

I PROMISE MYSELF I CANNOT GO OUT THIS WEEK !! WEDNESDAY TO FRIDAY !! ONLY CAN EAT NEAR BY. LIKE BBT AND MY HOUSE THERE =) ONLY EATING !

ALL WEDNESDAY NO MORE GOING OUT !!

Everytime late for maths tuition sighz... haha =)

Friday, July 16, 2010

Only the AWESOME & GOOD

Hehe. Now I am will put up a poll !! If I should post 3 posts or only 1 post

Thursday, July 15, 2010

3 tests in a day how should I feel ?

Yup I got 3 tests today !! haha.

Geog > Screw the first page !! I cannot do. =( haha. The behind, I really try my supe best to like crap out something. PLZ PASS ME OK ? ^^

Maths > Finished on the dot ! AWESOME !! Zul totally scare me ! haha. but thanks to me and my smart idea. hehe. should not say. hehe. SECRET ^^ damn the curve. Jsut cannot draw welll. =( haha. Anson actually found the curved ruler good to draw the graph... For Jun Heng, really sorry did not manage to lend you the calculator. Saw the paper, I bet you must have a hard time doing right ? Sorry. Don't really dare to look at you after this. Sorry. =)

Higher Chinese > Amazingly not hard ^^ Managed to finish before time. ^^

Then rushed with Jiayi to TEMASEK PRIMARY !! haha. helping out for the carnival !! Oh my Gosh !! Almost everything did not change. haha. AWESOME ^^ Actually deep down, I was somehow waiting for him. I know it sucks ! Arh.... Maybe Becs is rigth, He is someone even I don't know who he really is. He can be nice sometimes and not sometimes. What I remember is from Primary. You sure everything stays the same ? I doubt so...

Thats one of the reason why I prefer Badtz-Maru to Hello Kitty. Haha. Today Nat and I was like discussing about their chormsomes. ^^ hehe. You don't wish to know ^^ for biology class ^^ At least Badtz-Maru is nice and I know what kind of person he is like. =) He might be ya you know. V.H-P and SC. He is better than someone who you totally don't know how is he like right ? haha. ^^ yup =)

tomorrow going back to help again !! haha. Planning to chiong there after CCA. And stayed until the whole thing ends ^^ My aunt and niece might be going. Hmmm. But not really for me. haha. =) ok. so I gtg ^^ BB

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

EMOTIONS that run like a ROLLER COASTER !

Today ya ! How to say leh ? haha. What things happen. Today finally no council meeting. Woke up around 6.45 Had an awesome sleep today. ^^ Then usual stuff. Used com ^^ Then met Ziying and went school together ^^ haha. then everyone came and talked about Art homework. My pencil portrait was you know " AWESOME ". haha. Then first lesson was D&T. Played around with the notebook. ^^ It was very fun !! haha. the air-con is super cold ! haha. Then went for recess. When I came out of the classroom with Nat, we saw Hello Kitty. He actually said hi to me. I am SO STUNNED ! then Assembly. Haha. 2/3 and 2/5 went up to perform. haha. I SAW Badtz-Maru !! so cute. But Ziying, Jiayi and Heyse was like critizing his voice. Don't be so bad la. Ziying best she said to Zoe that I finally found someone's voice who is wrose than your boyfriend. You all are so bad. And they prefer Hello-Kitty than Badtz-Maru. NO !! After that was Art. As usual you know. boring ! ok. ^^ then was maths. Maths also... Then FTCT. Slack ^^ We how to say. Tried to crack a code in a puzzle of words. I am the best. I only could read the word SOMEBODY. haha. ^^ Awesome right ?^^ Had a little quarrel with Zul. Seriously should we sit together ? =S haha. but he was actually nice. Cause the whole class left then i left my wallet and phone in class when I went toliet with Jiayi. Then Zul actually came down to pass to me.. Hmmm. haha. I really don't know.. After school, Jiayi, Shinyi, Amanda, Heyse & me went to Bedok Mac. Ziying ya. Sad story. But I really hope she went. =( haha. ok. Then haha. WE GOSSIPED LOH ! haha. Best thing was I am the one who talked the most today ^^ haha. Everything down the sun ^^ Then went home with Shinyi. Talked about council. I suddenly had a bit of my passion for council back ^^ haha, =) AWESOME ^^ then ChinHoe and Hopkins sat behind me in the bus. I kept feeling someone tapping my back. FREAKY ! haha. ^^ Then got off and went for tuition after bathing. I WAS THE LAST ONE !! Winston actually bad-mouthed the SCL. I am so PISSED-OFF !! WHAT IS HIS PROBLEM !! ARGH !! ok. =)

I read finish To Forget You. Hmmm.. I will rank it second.
1. I believe you
2. To Forget You
3. Destiny's Cries
haha. Now I will start reading Love, Rosie. ^^ hehe. No book with me today I felt weird

I actually realise I don't really like anyone now. How to say. Not totally no feeling.

I had went with him for nine months. It is impossible that I don't have feeling now. By who to say, not that strong anymore.. Just a slight pinch ^^ But how can he forget it so easily..

Him yaya... How to say. Just find him cute ^^ Actually quite similiar. I just want to see both of them. For him, maybe want to talk too. ^^ I got more feelings for him than for him. BUT I GUESS THEY DON'T REALLY CARE AFTERALL. haha. so yup.

Tomorrow got Geog, Maths and HCL tests. BLEH CAN ? haha. ok go study geography le. WISH ME ALL THE BEST ^^ haha.




Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Untittled

I tittled it " Untittled " cause I really don't know what to type..
How to say.. I am just recently very confused. I knew obviously not very happy today. Even Val told me today that I looked like I am very stressed up. But WHY ? I actually also don't know. I seems to bottle up a lot of things recently. I obviously cannot tell it to Zul. But wanting me to tell Shiny. I don't know why. I cannot do it like before. After she became Exco and not sitting beside me, I reliase I don't love her as much as last time. Her words sometimes hurted me deeply. I was so surprised that Jiayi was actually the one that cheered me up through like a saying. Weird.

I cannot feel my happiness anymore in school. I realise at home, I felt a bit better. Just who I am ^^ In school, I am still me. But not very me. What the heck am I saying ? Things change over time. I don't like that. I like things to be the way there are. But it looks like things does change. Maybe why I am not that happy is because I am still undergoing the accepting process. But I somehow saw the end to it. =)

I saw him today. The funny thing was I was shocked. Want to see him again. And thats all. It wasn't that strong like it was. I think I afterall don't like him that much. If he said that to the PRIMARY SCH Me, I would cry my heart out and probably want to die. Feeling like thousand of needles poking into my heart. And just to difficult to breathe. But I am not longer like that.

I actually quite envy those happy-go-lucky people like YIJIA and ZIYING !! They are so strong. But as humans, they will definitely have something like that cannot be ok about. But they are always smiling. I WANT TO BE LIKE THEM !! Seriously, I am jealous ! haha. But I am try to improve myself !! =) IMPROVEMENT IS IMPORTANT AFTER A FALL ^^ by eunice lim =)

Maybe is the homework load, project due date and stuff that I don't want and I am forced to do. But SUPER AWESOME EUNICE LIM CAN OVERCOME ANYTHING !! Think about it even a nine months relationship break up I can come over what more ? =) hehe.

However still, my clique ♥ don't seem to be bonded recently ! We really need some bonding session !! ONLY US !! ^^ haha. I was actually very happy when I heard Amanda said that ZUL YOU KNOW YOU OFFENDED ALMOST EVERYONE IN OUR CLIQUE ♥ ! haha AWESOME ^^

Zul ya. Shiny might be right. Zul isn't my best table partner. But it is ok !! ^^ He obviously don't prefer me over SOMEONE ESLE !! haha. But i try to be a better table partner. =) hehe.

About being with Shiny ? Hmmm.. It is still under discussion. =) Results will be known later. ^^

Monday, July 12, 2010

I am a hopeless idiot !!

Who is the one who says I am going to forget him ??
Then during the induction, hope to find him.
Saw him taking pictures with others, feeling weird
See him and see him again.
Cannot hold and talk to him

Stupid idiot !! HOPELESS MAN !! I quite hate myself !! Argh !!

See now you talk to him and hurt yourself. Just a sentence and made you cry. Happy ?? Stupid !!
Gosh !!

So today..I saw so many types of love today..

To forget you > everlasting love ( primary to JC )
Natasha > just talking to you makes me happy
Zul > only S.E.X
Jun Heng > Faithful love
Myself > Hopeless love
Shinyi > Not being couple but there for me
Zoe > being with him makes me happy
I believe you > i am there for you always
Destiny's Cries > you are more important than my life
Carissa > he is the best no matter wat everyone say

Phew... What am I going to do ? Can please drop some hint to me ?? Plz ? ^^


Today is a day that I can sleep any moment. So boring !! Cannot take it. Somemore sleep without pillow. =( I DROPPED MY PILLOW !! Gosh !! Super warm today ! Zul bully me today ! As usual la. Don't talk to me. Almost drive me crazy. Sometimes I wonder if he hates me alot. =/ haha. He today almost laugh until cry. haha. He is freaking epic ^^

The history presentation is bullshit ! haha. I totally suck at public speaking. NERVOUS ! I hope that he can cheer for me like he did when I had to present my Charity skit in pri 5 or 6. I miss him but there is no use right ? After 2 years, he is still controling my emotion. How much of a loser are you EUNICE LIM ?? =( riku. * drop head *

Biology and Geography tests tomorrow !! =( Homework =( =(Maths test on thursday =( =( =( Projects =( =( =( =(

Should I talk to him ?? Message ! If like not together before still at least better. WTH !! Seriously !!

Tell me what you want me to do ok? =)

If you say hi to me this week without me saying , i will message you k ?

DEAL ! ♥






Friday, July 9, 2010

I guess this is so long. =) BYE !

It's been a very long time that I have written about LOVE in my blog. Haha. Hmmm... I swear this will be the last time I write about love for him. Oh please just be it ok ?!

It is already so long !! Like I don't ever since you entered my mind you never leave. Even if I like someone else, you are still there somewhere in my heart. I really don't want this to go on. I don't understand why you could let go so easily. Maybe my first idea was right. You all along was playing right ? Good Job ! Now, you tortured my life for like years. It is time to let me off ? I think it is I did not managed to do in for the past 2 years. I swear I will cut off my ties with you. For unchanged fact, I will just ignore. You are no longer in my dictionary. We have been through alot. But it was a long time ago. This moment will be the turning point.

No more love ok? Just leave me alone. No one enters again ok. At least for this year.

IMPOSSIBLE ! TO RETURN BACK TO WE USED TO BE. WE HAD PAST ALL THE ANNIVERSARY AND MEMORIES !! TO STATE THE FACT, YOU ARE NOT MINE ANYMORE. IF YOU WANT TO GET BACK, YOU WILL SAID LONG AGO. LOVE DOESN'T EXIST AT ALL BETWEEN US.

just look away when i look at you. Scold me when I am thinking about you.

No. I will stop it myself. I SWEAR !

FAREWELL DAISUKE, EEYORE, PENGUIN. WHATEVER.

NO MORE WAY BACK TO LOVE

NO MORE YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE

NO MORE MARY HAD A LITTLE LAMB

NO MORE WAITING FOR YOUR CALLS AND MESSAGES

NO MORE OUR PAST !

JUST FORGET =)

YOU CAN DO IT IF YOU BELIEVE YOU CAN DO IT !!

BELIEVE IN YOURSELF !!

AWESOME ME RIGHT ? ^^

SO BYE !! =)

Monday, July 5, 2010

Today and It's Past !

Today ::
Woke up nine plus. And did my chinese compo. Could not believe I was actually that hardworking. ^^ Then Bath and used com before heading to Bedok Intr. Yes ! I was not the last one. =) haha. Then Jiayi, Ziying and Me headed to Amanda's house with Amanda to have steamboat ^^ hehe. For Amanda's Birthday Celebration. Her mum prepared alot of food for us. So thankful to her ! Her mum is sure nice ^^ hehe. Then Eat and Talk. Until like three plus. Then four of us watch IP MAN ONE together. haha Hmmm... I still think the second was better for fighting and the Qian Zhuang was better for touching stories. =) Then Slack and Slack do some project work though until six then we went home. =) yup haha

Yesterday ::
Went to Esplande at nine am in the morning cause I was on morning duty to help out the performers. =) hehe. quite fun la. Then changed clothes and went off to meet Ziying & Natasha. Ziying left her ticket at home and went back to take ^^ So she was nearly late. Natasha from Council actually wore a super high heels haha so cool ! ^^ Me... Dress with a black knit with my no-heel court shoes. haha. =) So short ! I was actually sitting with the Sec 1s then I changed back to my class !! ^^ haha. Then I was sitting beside Ziying on the front row. Gosh ! I was nearly going to die !! So high !! I am afriad of height. =( hehe. I think the concert was pretty nice ^^ But in a whole is was terrible exprience for me. And Don't Ever ask why. After the concert, waited for Natasha to find her HMMMM, Amanda,Heyse and Jiayi. Was quarreling with Zul. AS USUSAL ! haha. I really should talk to him more in class. ^^ haha. We must be a better table partner ^^ !! =) hehe. Shafeeqa saw zul and I then she kept laughing. LOL ^^ haha then went Bedok Mac with Natasha and Heyse via MRT. ^^ Then waited for Jiayi and started eating. ^^ My dad then send Jiayi and Heyse home. ^^

OMG !! Your outlook for yesterday was horrible ! Cannot take it. You look so cute on the other hand not like him. Ewww...

Common ::
I changed partner to Zulhelmi !! haha. Yup. Is that guy who always quarrel with me during my physics lab lesson. Now he is sitting beside me during Physics Lab Lesson and Next Next to me during Art lesson and My New Classroom Table Partner. But I wonder if Miss Yap will change again... =/ haha. So yup. Let's be a better table partners k ?? =)

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

School starts again !! =)

Hmmm. So yup school starts again. haha. It is already the 2nd day.

Monday ::
First day of school was actually quite ok ^^ Sitting with Shiny is fun ! =) Ziying gave everyone of the clique a JACKPOT BOX for present. =) haha. quite fun sia !! hehe. Our new Co-Form Teacher, Mr.Annwar quite cute sia ! haha. He is pretty nice =) Miss Yap gave out the Outstanding Student Award ! =) and I was one of them. ^^ hehe. Delia, Zul & me. =) hehe. THanks so much ^^ After school, went BBT with Amanda, Ziying, JiaYi, Heyse & Zoe. =) But ALOT OF PEOPLE ! SO SIANZ... hehe. then we went Mac Lab to wait for Ziying to finish her work. And I did a bit of my Lit hw. =) hehe. Then went home.

Today ::
Changed my dairy ^^ and Changed my seat. Cause it was according to class position. I am now sitting with CARISSA ! haha. Shiny is like 1 seat away from me with YiXian... Heyse is beside me with Yong Xuan. Haha. Amanda is with YiJia. Ziying is with Joyce again ! hehe. Now Amanda, Heyse and Me is sitting together haha. JiaYi is with Syafiq. haha. =) in Front of me is QianYing and Atiqah. Behind me is Zul and Meng Leng. =)

Today's morning was raining heavily ! haha. I wet my shoe and socks. =( hehe. Did not wore socks. And took out my shoe during class ! =) Awesome ! hehe. Today we presented our Geography Project. It seems ok. ^^ hehe.

Finall Spoke to Guan Zhong today ! hehe. He is as cheerful as ever ! =) hehe. But sad he still don't feel like Sms-ing. But I don't know if it is true. =( sighz...

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Tired again ! Oh No !

Hehe. So in a few words the outing day ( KTV and Movie ) IS AWESOME !! haha. ok. I sang like many many songs. haha. totally insane !! ok. Then the movie is quite touching. I almost cried. haha. I think I saw Athena but not very confirm haha. =) The few days I totally only chiong homework.

Today ::
Morning went for the robocup thingy. Talked to kellyn for a while. haha. SHE IS SO ADORABLE !! haha. =) Then amanda ! LATE ! haha. =) so board the bus. ^^ Zoe, JiaYi, Me,Amanda, Syakirah and Hydaiya ( i seriously don't know how to spell sorry ) then yup went to robocup. LINCOLN IS HOT !!! haha. but he just comes and go. =( haha. ok. So saw Ghee & Guan Zhong. Haha. Sorry Rest i don't know how to spell their name. I saw them dance. I still think their Sorry Sorry better. hehe. Then went back with them. And their things fell. Ghee ran to the rescue. haha. But the bus was freaking jerky. hehe. Just like what Ghee say I have quite a lot of names for him =) Ghee. Ghee Kian. Ghee-y. Yup. Guan Zhong also. Sometimes Zhong, Guan Zhong. Guan-Zhong-Y ! haha. myabe not the third one. HE TOTALLY SO BAD !! haha. Say hi he ignore. Then message don't reply. Sighz....

Went to Simei in the end for lunch with Heyse, Zoe, Amanda, Syakirah and Hyda. Haha. Quite nice ^^ !!Then went to walk walk. =) Bought paper to fold stars again. =) hehe started folding again. =) Hyda say I like everytime also folding things. haha. =) ok. Then bus-ed home with Amanda. =) Totally tired. =/

Thursday, June 17, 2010

* Hmph * Project Meeting...

haha. Just like what i said in my previous post, We went to Amanda's house for project. hehe. I was the lastest ! haha. Sorry. =) then went to Amanda's house. TAN ZIYING !! I seriously want to compliment * this girl ^^ She practically tell almost everyone. Sighz... haha. So yup went Amanda's house. It is very spacious, bright and WHITE ! hehe. Quite nice =) Firstly, we did our projects !! Really !! haha. Was talking about our history project and science. ^^ Then Ate our lunch. Amanda's Mummy treat !! So nice ^^ haha. She bought alot of stuff for us. =) Thank you so much !! Then went to Amanda's other room to study with air-con^^ And used Com. Ok. After we went to the room, the COMPUTER became the highlight ! haha. I am the most guai one ^^ I did not really use her computer. =) I also did 2 maths questions which i don't know and 2 chapter of my HCL worksheet. =) Then, we went down to PLAY !! haha. First game is CROCODILE. haha. super fun !! haha. Amanda kept pushing me to the corner !! My butt hurts. * red red * haha. Then run run and scream scream !! haha. Then we played COLOUR CATCHING !! haha. Ziying is super funny !! Cannot stand her !! haha. =) Hmmm then took bus with heyse to bedok intr. Bus-ed Home. ^^ ok...

Amanda, Heyse and My TARGET :: To Finish
- Word List
- HCL worksheet

My throat is kinda of itchy ! haha. hope it will get well tomorrow !! Tomorrow going to watch TOY STORY 3 !! and MAYBE GO K !! Hmmm. Songs that I confirm will sing ::
- Dui De Ren
- Ni Wei Shen Me Shou Huang
- Cai Bu Tou
- Jia Zhuang
- San Ren You
- P.S wo ai ni
- Shi luo sha zhou
- ni zai, bu zai

YEAH !! =)

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

a story long long ago =)

Haha. Hmm... I don't really know what to say. Ziying asked me to post de. =) Wa... Just viewed Ziying's blog story. hehe . Quite funny !! She actually said I got alot of inside news. haha. Cause got council camp thats why did not go outing with ziying and jiayi. I rather go outing with them than council camp seriously. So Tuesday I went out in the morning to celebrate Gina's birthday with Charlene, Keeve and Jun Shen. haha. quite fun. =) the night before, I went to celebrate my brother's birthday. I was the first one to say happy birthday !! so pro right ?^^ haha. Today, later in the afternoon, i must go project meeting. I doubt it will be project meeting more like chatting session. haha. ^^ the venue is at AMANDA'S HOUSE !! haha. i now at word list 3 group 10 still chiong-ing !! haha. JIA YOU !!

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

2 june to 9 june ( a week )

hehe. my last post was like on 1 june. haha. the last time i went out with Ziying and Jiayi. let me see wat did i do for this week.

Last week ::
Training and stuff was cancelled. Mostly is staying at home and watching my anime !! Sugar Sugar Rune. Finally watched finished le... but pierre and chocolat were not really together. That was pretty sad. =(

Monday ::
Went for council meeting. Lunched with Heyse. Met up with Siqi and Chng Sheng. ALOTS OF STUFF HAPPEN. Bus-ed home with Chng Sheng.

Tuesday ::
Studied, Play with Niece and Nephew and studied with JiaYi for 2 hours. ^^ haha. not bad la. get to do 2 chapter of my HCL paper and 1 jian bao. =)

Today ::
Went for Council Meeting. Finished part of my frame. Then went lunch with Gina and Charlene. Played with them. Then went BBT. Walked home. Went for tuition. Ok !! yup..

TOMORROW IS COUNCIL CAMP ALREADY !! SO FAST !! FRIDAY STILL GOT EXCO SPEECH !! OMG !! THINGS ARE COMING TOO FAST !! =s

Lol. Seeing you like that. So hopeless. I felt that totally no way can.. I don't want to go just to see you. THats totally not my aim !! haha. so jsut ROLL OFF !! I am so going to forget you through camp !! =) hehe.


Tuesday, June 1, 2010

hehe.Happy 2nd year ^^

Dear Checky-Bloggy !!!

hehe. yesterday was 2nd year !! hehe. so fast ya ? ^^ haha. like what jiayi say move on ^^ hehe. it is obvious that forget you totally is impossible but to me, you are one part of my mermorable memory of primary school ^^ hehe. but jiayi and i both agree the current you really CMI. haha. i dreamt of you last night is one of the same one i had. =) hmm.. haha Natasha say maybe tomorrow something good will happen. haha ^^

yesterday went out the WHOLE DAY !! Met Ziying at11am. Ate PizzaHut. Like you know her favourite place. Wa !! Order quite alot. Cannot really finish. 10PLUS SIA !! haha. ^^ for each person. then bought happy family and old maid cards to play at the libraby !! She was 2 times old maid. She owned me 3 times in a row. I AM OLD MAID !! =/ haha. Then happy family !! I LOVE IT!! don't know why. haha. we play like never end. haha ^^ then went mac. Drank a cup of double choco frappe. SO NICE ^^ I SPENT LIKE SIAO YESTERDAY. then bus-ed home with Jiayi. hehe

Rushed to change into uniform. then have my dinner. I walked half-way before i realise i forgot to bring my tie. Rushed back home and got my mother to send me there. BLEH !! Saw that jerk. then met Shiny,Charlene, Dekai, Gina,Melodie, Priya and Freda. hehe. Sang with Shiny korean songs. ^^ Crap with the others. Then I realise actually there are quite many people i dont like. During duty, sent food up to the AV room. haha. Zhai Yang actually 1 person did everything and Ziyi ( i think ) handle the laptop. haha. AV is so cool. AV is actually my 2nd choice. haha ^^ but got into shooting. Maybe sec 3 trasfer ? haha . ^^ so yup went back home at like 9 plus. Mum fetch me. ^^ Slept early last night. ^^ I realise so I ACTUALLY DON'T TEXT GUYS ANYMORE AFTER MID-YEAR. Only like Yan Feng loh. haha. ^^ but currently quite low in pre-paid. dont know leh.. hehe. ok. Continue with my Word List le ^^ bye bye

SUGAR SUGAR RUNE !! ^^

Monday, May 31, 2010

Sticky all day along... =)

Dear Checky-Blogggy !! ^^

hehe. Feel so much better today ^^ haha. hmm like me see.

-Woke Up at like 7 plus
- Drank some SoyMilk
- START SPRING CLEANING
- Eat bread
- Bathe
- Went for training
- Trained. ._.
- PT-ed
- Changed

  • Saw someone that i don't really want to see....

- Bought lunch, went home, continued to spring clean, bathe AGAIN, then went jogging then DINNER.

yup today is something like that. haha. ^^ Quite simple. Hehe. Today Spring Clean. I found many stuff out !! hehe. like the diary I used to write when I was Sec 1. Hehe. And starting of Sec 2. Primary school photos and stuff. ^^ hehe. so cool ^^

TOMORROW !!! - most likely

  • Go lunch with Ziying ^^ ♥
  • Going back school to help out for the parent's thing.

I actually had forgetten about it all until Charlene texted me. ^^ hehe. ^^ Ok so.. hmmm. BYEBYE. See you tomorrow. ^^


Sunday, May 30, 2010

Happy,Down,Normal,Down

Dear Check-y !!

hehe. My day today was exactly like a roller coaster. I woke up pretty early in the morning then continued my maths homework. ^^ hehe. Went out to eat breakfast with Grands. Then continued with my maths. At around like 12, went lunch with Aunt and Counsins. Went PP. hehe. Thanks to the great Singapore Sale. ^^ I bought some new Tees. ^^ Hehe. Damn cute sia. ^^ First time eaten Ichiban !! Oh my !! quite nice. the food but not really the dessert. So went walk-walk again. ^^ Then went home. Did my mother's newspaper article. Kinda of crappy. haha. then finally started doing my English Word List. ^^ I already my target home work list. ^^ hehe.

My Target was ::
- Complete the 50Q maths worksheet
- Do 2 group of EL word list 1
- Do 2 Dian Yuan of my HCL HW
- Do a Chinese Newspaper Article

Although I cannot find my 2A HCL textbook, I did extra word list. ^^ I did another group and 3 words. I am currently at Word List 1 Group 4, the 3rd word. ^^ haha.



TOMORROW'S TIMETABLE ::
- Lending TextBook from Jing Yan, meeting her at 11
- Set off for Training
- Training starts at 11.30
- Getting lunch ( most likely after training, 2.30 ) haha
- Do HomeWork, Use Com, watch tv
- Follow my Holiday plan ^^
  • MATHS - do 1 maths paper
- Go for a run !! at like 5.20 ?? ^^
- Dinner
- Ususal
- SLEEP !!



Next Week's Homework Plan ::
- Science 1 project - Find 1 circuit and explain
- English Word List - Do finish Word List 1
- Maths Homework - Ace-Learning ( everything )
- Higher Chinese - First 3 dian Yuan Worksheet

It might be alot but it is always better to finish it earlier ^^


signing off,
run-run-run
smilez

Friday, May 28, 2010

hehe. 1st day of JUNE HOLIDAYS !!

Dear Blog,

hehe. I decided to like name my blog. Let's call you erm.... CHECK-Y !! haha. I like to add a -y !! hehe. like Keeve-y !!! haha. ok. So today is the first day of holiday !! erm... went out in the morning to pray. Then came home. I did my MATHS HOMEWORK !! HEHE. at Q44 le. ^^ hehe. i texted like Janus, Yan Feng and Ziying today. hehe. most all like nothing to do like that. hehe. hmm.... really thinking during holidays can do what ?? haha. not much to say... =/ hehe. oh ya !! That guy is toally jerk can !! No shame de. Can sms ?? wat the hell... haha. kk byebye ^^

signing off
normal
smilez

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Last day of Term 2 !! =) =S =(

Hmm.......

Yesterday was insane !! haha. That TGZ said he will be at the airport at 5.10am. Then when I replied him at 7 plus. He was still at the airport !! haha. then texted for a while before he boarded his plane. hehe. It is the 2nd day already ? haha. Wonder hows he teaching little kids. ^^ Went to school earlier for Council Meeting on the graduation gift. I spent up last night to finish it already. ^^ Then haha. I cannot remember much le. Erm... Went to hall. YEAH !! We got top 3 for Lit and English ^^ Oh ya. Bad rashes. =( After school, revise a bit on the script. Then went up to Com Lab to find Ziying, Heyse, Amanda, Natasha, Delia and Atiqah. Had some crazy time there. Went BBT. Then got persuaded by Amanda and Heyse to go back school with them again. ^^ Hehe. Saw Jun Heng and Bryan pratising their NCC. Fierce sia the way they look at me. Went up Com Lab to play !! haha. Fighted, Tricked, Ran !! hehe. ^^ Went for 3 hours of tuition. So tired !! Watched Bai Quan !! hehe

Today !! Bio was boring. Maths was ok.. Recess was with HEYSE !! ^^ Then Read my LOVED BOOK and played Hang-up man with Syafiq, Azri and Shiny for English. Miss Yap did not come. =/ Haha. Gave Azri 3 BLACK MOLE on his cheek ^^ CLEAN-UP !! hehe. I did my part !! I cleaned the chair and tables. Best of all, Heyse and I did sth !! hehe. Not going to tell. ^^ hehe. A good housewife right ^^ ? according to wat ziying said. ^^ Saw Bryan Tay's message but was too pissed off to reply. I everytime texted him he also don't reply. So I decided to ignore. =D hehe. Then let me see. Went to break. Saw Daryls,Yee Yong, Yan Feng & Jun Heng all hi-ed me ^^ Read a bit of my book and WENT FOR THE GEOGRAPHY TRIP !! hehe. Sat with Heyse for the bus. Did not really talk much too bored, sleepy ^^ haha. But still was fun !! Went to Oh's Farm first. The guide was hot !! ^^ Shao Yong. Then I ran up to him to record everything he said hehe ^^ My best suggestion follow Zoe wherever she goes. ^^ She is good at interviewing ^^ bollywood gave me many mosquito bites. ^^ obviously also got text Yan Feng too ^^ hehe. Hmmm... Oh ya !! Zi Ying made me fell. =( in class too slippery then my phone went bonkers !! hehe. It was so embrassing !! haha. ^^ Oh ya and how Shiny fought back for my table. ^^ She actually carried from the front of the class and kept saying that this table is Eunice's !! Aww !! I felt damn touched still ^^ hehe. I LOVE THEM ALL ^^ THANKS !!

signing off
touched
smilez
^^

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Tired =(

Dear Blog,

I am so tired... Today had shooting training.. Sighz... Let me see...

Today is MUMMY'S BIRTHDAY !! ^^ YEAH
I LOVE YOU MUMMY !!
THANKS FOR YOUR CARE AND LOVE !!
HOPE YOU LOVE MY PRESENT ^^ !!

I really quite like reading this book that i am currently reading now :: A place called here. ^^

First was Geog. Played with Ziying, Heyse and Shiny. Science 1 too. O M G !!! haha. bryan tay actually texted me. haha ^^ so yup texted. Was pretty hyper today. ^^ I was still reading that book during ICT and listening to my new favourite song :: I need you now. Went ATS !! haha. Played Fluxx.. haha. not so fun compared to others. Waited for Shafeeqa then went for training. Saw TGZ !! Tan Guan Zhong ! haha. I saw the TGZ rox on one of the table in my ATS room. haha ^^ Then chatted for a while with him. ^^ Awww... he leaving Singapore at 5.10 am tomorrow morning heading towards LAOS to teach little children !! I cannot imagine. ^^ haha. Want to see ^^ !!

Trained. First card was quite good. Second was pretty hurried. haha. Ok-ok. Did PT. I heard a SECRET !! Took bus home. Then bathed. ^^ Gave my mother the present. Ate dinner and here am I !!

Felt so tired. Don't really feel like doing anything... Reading that book and listening to music ? sounds nice ! ^^

so BYE BYE TGZ !! HEHE. COME BACK SOON. ^^ 2nd June... 8 days?? =/ byebye ^^

signing off.
tired
sleepy
yeah !

Monday, May 24, 2010

Past And Present : 2 story at the a time

Dear Blog,

YESTERDAY ::
- Went to a Hotel to eat Br-unch.
- Slacked
- Went out with Kor to check my mother's gift
- Went East Coast Park ( AGAIN ! )
- Almost got lost !!!
- Played with Water
- Went home to eat dinner
- Had a hard time to balance :: doing my study plan, playing with my niece and nephew and replying sms.
- Went to sleep at like 11 plus

OMG !! I WAS LOST AT EAST COAST PARK !! NO JOKE !! AND I AM LIKE 14 YEARS OLD !! haha. =P

TODAY ::
- Woke up late !! ( AGAIN ! )
- Stayed with Shiny to do duty
- Went up to com lab to do survery
- Watched 1.5 h for History Video ( not bad ! )
- Did recess patrol ^^
- Had English Lessons ( yeah ! )
- 2 hours of ATS ( fun !! )

Miss Yap showed us our draft report card. I actually got EXCELLENT !! haha ^^ I laughed my ass off in class !! ^^ ATS was super fun !! ^^ haha. The first game was BANG ! then i was actually the vice who is a good side and must help the sheiff but i actually partly killed it !! Stupid right ? knowing jiayi is the renegrade i actually did not know i have to kill her. haha. BUT I KILLED ZI YING !! YEAH !! ^^ 2nd is some villager,werewolf & seer game. I was the seer and Aniq thought I was the werewolf!! What !! haha. Then when i reveal myself, Aniq was like WHAT !! haha. ^^ quite fun la ^^ YEAH !!!

ROCK ON TOMORROW ^^

He is so gay can !! What the !! haha. =) WHATEVER !!

signing off
tired
smilez

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Simple Ordinary Day ^^

Dear Blog,

Hmm...Let me cut everything short and sweet k ? ^^

- Woke up at 9 am
- Texted Shafeeqa
- Did some Maths problem
- Went for tuition
- Came Home
- Bathed
- Bused to Tampines
- Met SiQi for lunch
- Shopped with her ^^
- Bought my mother's birthday gift =)
- Mrt-ed home
- Bused
- Walked
- Went picnic with FAmily ♥
- An Ang Mog incident ( Natasha & Yan Feng knows )
- Took my counsin's new car home
- Bathed again
- Com-ed to now ^^
- Watch my anime ♥ ^^ ( Reborn, Fairy Tail & Iciban no Daimuso )

Haha. Quite a tiring fun day. ^^ Hehe.

I really don't who do i like now. Can I don't make a choice yet ? I don't really feel like liking someone. It is too much for me. I kinda of think that Friendship, Family and Studies are more important. haha ^^ Yeah !! ^^ ok. Settled. I don't care about I ordered you to stop running across my mind k? ^^ Thanks.

You are good. But too gay.. Then I don't know why i have a hate yet like feeling with you. You kinda of sucks !! Haunted me so long.... =(

You are good but to you, just not for you. Maybe... haha. =)

Signed off,
Happy
Tired
Smilez
22/05/2010

Friday, May 21, 2010

pretty INSANE day =S

Dear Blog,

Went school today quite sianz... Woke up late then almost late... =P haha. Then joked with Ziying and Heyse during assembly hehe. ^^ Went back class and checked result slip. Miss Yap then say that we wrote our goals at the starting of the year... Hmm... I don't really remember got this thing loh.. haha ^^ So we must write our reflection on out SA1... Hmm.. I wrote subject by subject.. haha. KIASU !! =) Then yup saw my result slip...



Maths :: 59.6 % !!

What !! 0.4% more to get my A Maths... So sad... =( Need to get average 70% for the rest of my maths paaper to secure my A Maths..



Literature :: 67 + %

Hehe. Not bad la... Heng pulled up by my CA marks... Miss Yap said I could take Pure Lit. Haha. If I don't take, she will be quite suprised. haha. ^^ If i cannot get into Economics, I will take Pure Lit most likely ^^



Percentage :: 63.5 %

Class Position :: 13/38



Quite good la !! haha. Shiny is in front of me.. =) 63.8 % !! haha. Hmm.... Started doing some Maths Practice already. JIA YOU !!



Today went for CCA meeting. Hmm... Changed my jacket and pants... Then decided to go for a comp cause I don't have Compeition points. But my attendence still have ^^ haha. 20 ticks for attendence ^^ Ummi, Shafeeqa and I are going for HOMETEAM NS COMP ON 4 JUNE !! haha. Jia You Jia You !! ^^

Suddenly Short Circuit.. Then all the electrical things stop. The whole house Blacked-out !

Signing Off,
Shocked
Happy
Hyper
21/5/2010

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Results out Hot Hot !! =S

Dear Blog,

Wa... Finally got back all my results today... Hmmm. Compared to yesterday a little better. =)

SA1 RESULTS 2010 ::

LITERATURE :: 58 C5
Outsiders > 15/25
Unseen 14/25

GEOGRAPHY :: 57 C5
Section A > 23/30
Section B > 11/30

HISTORY :: 55 C5
MCQ > 8/15
Source-Based > 13/25
Essay >23/40

SCIENCE :: 67 B3
MCQ > 20/30
Physics > 30/40
Biology > 24/40

Maths :: 54 C6
Paper 1 > 29/40
Paper 2 > 18/50

English :: 61 B4
Paper 1 > Compo - 17/30
Letter - 19/30
Paper 2 > PassageA - 5/11
PassageB+Vocab - 9/14
Summary - 17/25

Home Economics :: 71 A2
Section A-MCQ > 25/30
Section B > 26.5/40
Section C > 17.5 /30

Higher Chinese :: 59 C5
Paper 1 > Letter - 11/20
Compo - 44.5/70
Paper 2 > Cloze passage - 16/20
MCQ Compre - 21/26
Open-ended Compre - 26/64
Total :: 63/110

I confirm want to take A MATHS !! Miss Yap said if i can get 65 % for the rest of my maths tests, there is a chance i can get A maths !! Oh please !! I want to take A MATHS !! I most likely taking Economics, Maths A & E, Literature ( elective ), Physics and Higher Chinese. Rest is the normal one... Economics needs to be quite good in Maths and Physics I hope I can fit the bill.. Hmmm I MUST JIA YOU LE !! CANNOT SLACK. I really very scared cannot go into the courses i want or cannot go JC. Smilez !!

Cheer up don't talk about sad stuff k ?! ^^

JIA YOU CHARLENE OH GIRLFRIEND !! SMILEZ K ?! ^^

signing off,
20-05-2010
dissapointed and working harder ^^

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Day 1 of RESULT TORTURE =S

Dear Blog,

Today woke up super late. Meeting is 7.30. I woke up at 7.08 ! Haha. In the end, Charlene, Shiny and I were late together ^^ haha. Stoned for an hour plus during meeting. hehe. So getting paper back. Tried to act as normal and as calm as possible. =S ah !! Then first paper ( suppose to be one of my most confident subject ) LITERAURE. Die le !! My outsiders were not very high. Wan le Wan le. =( Quite lucky my unseen and outsider will not that bad. Managed to save marks. Not really elaborated... Did not link to the passage... ok.... Then GEOGRAPHY. This one ya NEVER FINISH THE PAPER. Section A wa !! so happy then section B SIGHZ.... Essay did not finish and did not write that well either. Agree with JiaYi Should have Chose Q3. =( surprisingly my Q2 is better than Q1. I thought my Q1 not bad. did not elaborate !! points not that strong. Sianz... Then recess. Then HISTORY... This one Zul said Mrs. Mastern said she failed many people. Die le Die le. Turned out i improved !! By like 4 marks from CA ^^ haha. My Source-based haha ok la pass. Essay ok la. Just pretty sad did not finish... But still pass la. haha. All boarderline.. hehe. Then SCIENCE !! This one yeah !! I very contented with my result !! Quite good sia. I improved quite much ^^

After school, Parent's Day !! hehe. quite fun... Shiny, Charlene,Gina and me did cooking at humanities room. Kim Bah. Some korean sushi. ^^ Very nice. Bryant and Shuen-zhi did flower arrangement. Delia, Rebecca, Yi Xian, Melodie and Natasha did beads. Haha. 4 of us go around and KPO. ^^ Hehe. Charlene and I think Shiny and DArryl not bad haha. Then keep teasing them. Shuen-zhi also when talk only talk to Shiny ignored me and Charlene. Sighz... I already closed one eye, closed another and closed two of my ears too... Haha. Ignored bah... ^^

KEEP MY FINGERS CROSS TOMORROW'S PAPER BETTER BE GOOD. plz !! =)

Tuition.... Derek did not come... Ok loh. do work... haha. ^^ HE DID NOT COME..

Result ::

LITERATURE ::
Outsiders -15/25 ( bad. )
Unseen - 14/25 (ok. )

GEOGRAPHY ::
Section A - 22/30 (good ! )
Section B - 11/30 ( sighz..)

HISTORY ::
Section A - 8/15 (...)
Section B - 13/25 (...)
Section C - 23/40 (...)

SCIENCE ::
MCQ - 20/30 ( not bad ! )
Physics - 30/40 ( v.good ! )
Biology - 24/30 ( ok. )

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Heritage Race =)

Dear Blog,

Today is one of the exciting council events. =) the heritage race. I love it. I was stationed at the Asian Cilivisation Museum, Station B3 with Essif ! haha. He was quite funny and fun to be with. Ok. Let's start from the starting ^^ Woke up at 5.35 am. That was very early. Then did my usual stuff. Left home at around 6.28 when I meet Zven, Chng Sheng and Rehan at 6.30.... Heng. Dad brought me there ^^ Then ate breakfast with them plus the new councillor, Ji Chen and Essif then head to our station. On the way, saw Gina, Rashidi, Jun Wei, Julian, Delia, Derek, Vanessa & Natasha. The parent helper for our station is Shafeeqa's mother ! haha. ^^ So QIAO. Our activites are butt dance with the person who has the longest name in the group ( contributed by me ) and taking picture with 2 grey figure. Main is to form sentence with other language than english and the word given. So Essif and I waited like 1 hour plus before the first group came ! And it is 2/2 B !! I remember got Mandy. Hmmmm. Not very cooperative oh... Then was 2/7. They were quite fast. ^^ Then 2/4 Essif like one of the guy. haha. ^^ Then I think is 2/3. Next is my form class !! ^^ 2/1 yup rocks. Then 2/5. Wa that one !! Anson, Bryan and Yan Feng bully me one !! haha. But anyway thanks for coming to B ^^ hehe. Then last but not least is 2/6. the 2/8 B only like went to kaminni and luqman's station.... packed up and went back. ^^ haha. saw Isaac and Dekai. They got chased off the MRT.... weird... haha. I personally love the butt dance most. haha. For the station master's entertainment. ^^ Then yup AAR ( after action review ) then went out with JiaYi, Zoe and ZiYing to NiwaWa. haha. ^^ Quie expensive.... Wooohoo.... haha. then we quarrel over SOMEONE. I was very tired but still got energy to figth. haha. I really kinda want to be... but like how to say... under her i kinda of not happy not because i hate her or don't like her i don't like her style of doing things... Sorry... Woooo. ok. Then bus-ed home with JiaYi. Was talking about Her Mr. Tay. haha and some other random guys. ^^ Hmmm... Love to me now is no feeling. haha. To me i admit some people are hot la but no feel le. Even got, not to the extend of like... I don't care le. ^^ hehe.

TOMORROW GETTING RESULT....1,2,3 FREEZEEEEEE !!

signing off,
excited
tired
18-05-10


Saturday, May 15, 2010

16-May-2010 : First Post On A New Page

Hehe. Yup a new blog again....AWW....haha. Super excited for Heritage Race. Hehe. Wonder how will it be like. ^^ hehe. hope everyone will feel that it is fun !! hehe. Monday will be going Rainbow Centre for service learning. ^^ Then go for some higher chinese programme. Tuesday got Heritage Race. Then Wednesday and Thursday I think is check paper. haha. JIA YOU ^^

Hmmmm... Wonder what should i do next week. Plz CCA don't start so early. ^^






signing off,
Happy,Sianz..