I kinda of get everything. As I was looking through your photos ::
- You are so cute.
- Awww..
- The more I look, I realise we are too far apart.
- The more I look, I realise we are through.
- Just let go.
- To the last picture, Forget about everything.
My head now is so blank.
After the talk with Sha yesterday, I want to bet with myself, you and destiny. If I could meet you online by this sunday, i will ask you who you like. If it is not me, I will give up. You Yuan Wu Fen. If I did not meet you at all means Wu Yuan Wu Fen.
But as I look through the photos, I felt more and more not possible. Whats with me ? You are much more happy now. With her. And no more me. I don't know how you managed to forget everything we been through in a day and stead her. But I will learn from you. You told everyone that you were not with anyone. Maybe I am really imagining things. I will believe that the day when I told you I like you, you say sorry I don't. That will be our only story. =)
BELIEVE YOU CAN MOVE ON AND YOU WILL .YOU CAN DO IT !
I still cannot accept you. I am still yet settled with him yet. But Thanks for the wait. ^^
Me when I was little
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Still !
Hmmm. Even like after so long, I still don't know.
How do I feel for him ?
Why do I want to see him ?
Why do I hate to see him with other girls so close ?
Why do I keep thinking of him ?
Why do I keep thinking about our past ?
To think about it, have all these happened ? Am I like Joanna Fung ? Am I imagining things ? AH !! I really don't know. I still think he like Shinyi. They are better than me and him right ? He messages her and put smiley. I text him, he don't give a damn. =/
Then why life be so " Ming Zhong Zhu Ding " ? Why must let us go to the same school ? Why must be in the same group ? Why must put him with me in the same duty ? Especially when I am about to give up. Life is like I DON'T KNOW !! How does he really feels ? Who does he really likes ?
MAYBE NOTHING HAS HAPPENED.... =)
How do I feel for him ?
Why do I want to see him ?
Why do I hate to see him with other girls so close ?
Why do I keep thinking of him ?
Why do I keep thinking about our past ?
To think about it, have all these happened ? Am I like Joanna Fung ? Am I imagining things ? AH !! I really don't know. I still think he like Shinyi. They are better than me and him right ? He messages her and put smiley. I text him, he don't give a damn. =/
Then why life be so " Ming Zhong Zhu Ding " ? Why must let us go to the same school ? Why must be in the same group ? Why must put him with me in the same duty ? Especially when I am about to give up. Life is like I DON'T KNOW !! How does he really feels ? Who does he really likes ?
MAYBE NOTHING HAS HAPPENED.... =)
Sunday, July 25, 2010
This proves even more ! =)
Hmmm... I think I am right ! ^^
You do like her right ? So obvious. Haha.
Maybe it is time to move on Silly Girl. ^^ hehe.
It is not like you did not see it.
So cheer up ^^ haha.
Baby. Not many things in life is how you want it to be.
Baby. It is not the end.
Baby. You can do it ! =)
Believe you can and you can !!
HE DON'T LIKE YOU.
HE HATES YOU.
HE LIKES HER.
AND YOU CANNOT CHANGE THIS.
SHE IS BETTER FOR HIM..
SO SMILE AND ACCEPTED IT
IT MAY HURTS
BUT TIME CAN HEAL
MAYBE ANOTHER 3 MORE YEARS
You know you don't like him that much as last time
you can move on then
you definitely can now
DON'T CARE ABOUT HIM ANYMORE ^^
KEEP MOVING FORWARD =)
You do like her right ? So obvious. Haha.
Maybe it is time to move on Silly Girl. ^^ hehe.
It is not like you did not see it.
So cheer up ^^ haha.
Baby. Not many things in life is how you want it to be.
Baby. It is not the end.
Baby. You can do it ! =)
Believe you can and you can !!
HE DON'T LIKE YOU.
HE HATES YOU.
HE LIKES HER.
AND YOU CANNOT CHANGE THIS.
SHE IS BETTER FOR HIM..
SO SMILE AND ACCEPTED IT
IT MAY HURTS
BUT TIME CAN HEAL
MAYBE ANOTHER 3 MORE YEARS
You know you don't like him that much as last time
you can move on then
you definitely can now
DON'T CARE ABOUT HIM ANYMORE ^^
KEEP MOVING FORWARD =)
Saturday, July 24, 2010
I think that should be the reason why.
Hmmmm... Still like that ba. I don't know what should I say. I really wonder if I tell you I still like you how will you react ?
Sometimes I wonder if I still like you as much as before, how will I feel now ?
I must be jumping with anger
seeing you hugging her, seeing you talking with other girls so happily, hearing rumours about you and her and all the things about you totally dislike me.
Sometimes I wonder if we did not break our ways apart, how would we be like now ?
Happy ? Sad ? More romantic and love each other more than before ? Or only me loving you more ?
But you seems to calm about things around us. You can actually stead her just one day after our crack. What does this means ? You don't like at all ? Thats what I thought or I hope so that I can let go everything..
But why am I still trap here ???
Recently the pain got more unbearable. Things getting out of hand. I told myself to get over it and smile and say hi to you. =) But I just cannot. How did you do it ??
Mum said that I actually can let go things quite easily but I still cannot let go you or us even after two years... Is two years gap to big to change anything ?
I wonder if you have been reading all my posts, how will you feel and react ?
Most likely just nother again. Whatever la. I hate her. =)
Sometimes I wonder if I still like you as much as before, how will I feel now ?
I must be jumping with anger
seeing you hugging her, seeing you talking with other girls so happily, hearing rumours about you and her and all the things about you totally dislike me.
Sometimes I wonder if we did not break our ways apart, how would we be like now ?
Happy ? Sad ? More romantic and love each other more than before ? Or only me loving you more ?
But you seems to calm about things around us. You can actually stead her just one day after our crack. What does this means ? You don't like at all ? Thats what I thought or I hope so that I can let go everything..
But why am I still trap here ???
Recently the pain got more unbearable. Things getting out of hand. I told myself to get over it and smile and say hi to you. =) But I just cannot. How did you do it ??
Mum said that I actually can let go things quite easily but I still cannot let go you or us even after two years... Is two years gap to big to change anything ?
I wonder if you have been reading all my posts, how will you feel and react ?
Most likely just nother again. Whatever la. I hate her. =)
Friday, July 23, 2010
I really don't know leh !
Hmmm... I really don't know leh. I think I do love you. But so weird. You don't seems to care. Isn't it quite obvious I kind of like you ?? No ? Actually on the bus, I was kind of hope it was you who comes down first and like fall onto me ? But it wasn't you. That actually very sad.. Hmm. You don't care at all loh. I think you care about her more. I am like invisible. Sometimes I really envy her sia. =) If I could choose, would I rather never be together with you and have no memory of us OR to stay like this ? If you tell me you like me, how will i react ? Hmmm. IMPOSSIBLE HAHA. =)
Today went Bedok South for YOG games. Very fun actually. I think the ACRHERY IS AWESOME !! =) haha
The word list test is actually ok. =) I hope I can score ok ? =) hehe. Byebye. =)
Today went Bedok South for YOG games. Very fun actually. I think the ACRHERY IS AWESOME !! =) haha
The word list test is actually ok. =) I hope I can score ok ? =) hehe. Byebye. =)
Thursday, July 22, 2010
WO LEI BI LE !! =)
hehe. Today was COLD COLD COLD !! And I am tired tired tired. AIYO !! haha.
Hmmmm. Over the bath, I thought about it. Actually, staring into blank space is not bad afterall. VEry relaxing. =) haha. Ok besides that. =) I am thinking why I am so bad. Hmmmm walk past people I know and just ignore. I decided ! I am going to say HI to everyone I know. =) hehe. Yeah !
Maths so screwed !! =( 18/30 And Many people in my class got like 20,21... WTF !! How ?? Did I not study hard enough ? Don't be discourage baobei !! =) You can do it de ^^ hehe. I am contented with my higher chinese result ^^ 39/50 sia !! =) hehe. MCQ got 9/10 not bad sia!! =) See BaoBei you can do it de rigth ? ^^ haha.
Tomorrow Vocab test sia!! Not much confidence but I AM JIA YOU DE !! ^^
YOU CAN DO IT EUNICE LIM KE LI ^^ AWESOME ^^ !!! =)
* is my handwriting that big ? * =S
Hmmmm. Over the bath, I thought about it. Actually, staring into blank space is not bad afterall. VEry relaxing. =) haha. Ok besides that. =) I am thinking why I am so bad. Hmmmm walk past people I know and just ignore. I decided ! I am going to say HI to everyone I know. =) hehe. Yeah !
Maths so screwed !! =( 18/30 And Many people in my class got like 20,21... WTF !! How ?? Did I not study hard enough ? Don't be discourage baobei !! =) You can do it de ^^ hehe. I am contented with my higher chinese result ^^ 39/50 sia !! =) hehe. MCQ got 9/10 not bad sia!! =) See BaoBei you can do it de rigth ? ^^ haha.
Tomorrow Vocab test sia!! Not much confidence but I AM JIA YOU DE !! ^^
YOU CAN DO IT EUNICE LIM KE LI ^^ AWESOME ^^ !!! =)
* is my handwriting that big ? * =S
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Aiyo !
Hmmmm...Let me see how to put it ! I am quite tired to post lots of things that happen recently. I should just talk about recent affairs that is quite impactful.
Friday, I went magicland. It was quite good. =) haha.
Saturday was totally a slack day.
Sunday, I found myself a bit better than Sat. I at least did some homework.
Monday was the PROBLEMATIC DAY ! It was quite an unfortuanate day for quite a few people. I was actually quite pissed too ! But I chilled down pretty fast. They are really unreasonable people. Being close to them isn't a good thing at all. It seems to bring more harm than good. They got worse ba. Today I was actually immuned to their actions. Poor Jiayi still like a bit angry. Aiya. I really give up on them le la. I just tried my best to make them contribute as much as possible. =) I can say I done my part =)
After school, I went Teo Heng with Shiny and Jiayi. =) Actually not bad. From Jiayi's selection, I knew many new songs =) haha. Shiny ya. REally should use real voice to sing. Her real voice to sing is pretty nice !! =) haha. Me ya i kinda of hope to have Jiayi's voice. Her voice is nicer than mine!! haha. =) So yup.
I PROMISE MYSELF I CANNOT GO OUT THIS WEEK !! WEDNESDAY TO FRIDAY !! ONLY CAN EAT NEAR BY. LIKE BBT AND MY HOUSE THERE =) ONLY EATING !
ALL WEDNESDAY NO MORE GOING OUT !!
Everytime late for maths tuition sighz... haha =)
Friday, I went magicland. It was quite good. =) haha.
Saturday was totally a slack day.
Sunday, I found myself a bit better than Sat. I at least did some homework.
Monday was the PROBLEMATIC DAY ! It was quite an unfortuanate day for quite a few people. I was actually quite pissed too ! But I chilled down pretty fast. They are really unreasonable people. Being close to them isn't a good thing at all. It seems to bring more harm than good. They got worse ba. Today I was actually immuned to their actions. Poor Jiayi still like a bit angry. Aiya. I really give up on them le la. I just tried my best to make them contribute as much as possible. =) I can say I done my part =)
After school, I went Teo Heng with Shiny and Jiayi. =) Actually not bad. From Jiayi's selection, I knew many new songs =) haha. Shiny ya. REally should use real voice to sing. Her real voice to sing is pretty nice !! =) haha. Me ya i kinda of hope to have Jiayi's voice. Her voice is nicer than mine!! haha. =) So yup.
I PROMISE MYSELF I CANNOT GO OUT THIS WEEK !! WEDNESDAY TO FRIDAY !! ONLY CAN EAT NEAR BY. LIKE BBT AND MY HOUSE THERE =) ONLY EATING !
ALL WEDNESDAY NO MORE GOING OUT !!
Everytime late for maths tuition sighz... haha =)
Friday, July 16, 2010
Only the AWESOME & GOOD
Hehe. Now I am will put up a poll !! If I should post 3 posts or only 1 post
Thursday, July 15, 2010
3 tests in a day how should I feel ?
Yup I got 3 tests today !! haha.
Geog > Screw the first page !! I cannot do. =( haha. The behind, I really try my supe best to like crap out something. PLZ PASS ME OK ? ^^
Maths > Finished on the dot ! AWESOME !! Zul totally scare me ! haha. but thanks to me and my smart idea. hehe. should not say. hehe. SECRET ^^ damn the curve. Jsut cannot draw welll. =( haha. Anson actually found the curved ruler good to draw the graph... For Jun Heng, really sorry did not manage to lend you the calculator. Saw the paper, I bet you must have a hard time doing right ? Sorry. Don't really dare to look at you after this. Sorry. =)
Higher Chinese > Amazingly not hard ^^ Managed to finish before time. ^^
Then rushed with Jiayi to TEMASEK PRIMARY !! haha. helping out for the carnival !! Oh my Gosh !! Almost everything did not change. haha. AWESOME ^^ Actually deep down, I was somehow waiting for him. I know it sucks ! Arh.... Maybe Becs is rigth, He is someone even I don't know who he really is. He can be nice sometimes and not sometimes. What I remember is from Primary. You sure everything stays the same ? I doubt so...
Thats one of the reason why I prefer Badtz-Maru to Hello Kitty. Haha. Today Nat and I was like discussing about their chormsomes. ^^ hehe. You don't wish to know ^^ for biology class ^^ At least Badtz-Maru is nice and I know what kind of person he is like. =) He might be ya you know. V.H-P and SC. He is better than someone who you totally don't know how is he like right ? haha. ^^ yup =)
tomorrow going back to help again !! haha. Planning to chiong there after CCA. And stayed until the whole thing ends ^^ My aunt and niece might be going. Hmmm. But not really for me. haha. =) ok. so I gtg ^^ BB
Geog > Screw the first page !! I cannot do. =( haha. The behind, I really try my supe best to like crap out something. PLZ PASS ME OK ? ^^
Maths > Finished on the dot ! AWESOME !! Zul totally scare me ! haha. but thanks to me and my smart idea. hehe. should not say. hehe. SECRET ^^ damn the curve. Jsut cannot draw welll. =( haha. Anson actually found the curved ruler good to draw the graph... For Jun Heng, really sorry did not manage to lend you the calculator. Saw the paper, I bet you must have a hard time doing right ? Sorry. Don't really dare to look at you after this. Sorry. =)
Higher Chinese > Amazingly not hard ^^ Managed to finish before time. ^^
Then rushed with Jiayi to TEMASEK PRIMARY !! haha. helping out for the carnival !! Oh my Gosh !! Almost everything did not change. haha. AWESOME ^^ Actually deep down, I was somehow waiting for him. I know it sucks ! Arh.... Maybe Becs is rigth, He is someone even I don't know who he really is. He can be nice sometimes and not sometimes. What I remember is from Primary. You sure everything stays the same ? I doubt so...
Thats one of the reason why I prefer Badtz-Maru to Hello Kitty. Haha. Today Nat and I was like discussing about their chormsomes. ^^ hehe. You don't wish to know ^^ for biology class ^^ At least Badtz-Maru is nice and I know what kind of person he is like. =) He might be ya you know. V.H-P and SC. He is better than someone who you totally don't know how is he like right ? haha. ^^ yup =)
tomorrow going back to help again !! haha. Planning to chiong there after CCA. And stayed until the whole thing ends ^^ My aunt and niece might be going. Hmmm. But not really for me. haha. =) ok. so I gtg ^^ BB
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
EMOTIONS that run like a ROLLER COASTER !
Today ya ! How to say leh ? haha. What things happen. Today finally no council meeting. Woke up around 6.45 Had an awesome sleep today. ^^ Then usual stuff. Used com ^^ Then met Ziying and went school together ^^ haha. then everyone came and talked about Art homework. My pencil portrait was you know " AWESOME ". haha. Then first lesson was D&T. Played around with the notebook. ^^ It was very fun !! haha. the air-con is super cold ! haha. Then went for recess. When I came out of the classroom with Nat, we saw Hello Kitty. He actually said hi to me. I am SO STUNNED ! then Assembly. Haha. 2/3 and 2/5 went up to perform. haha. I SAW Badtz-Maru !! so cute. But Ziying, Jiayi and Heyse was like critizing his voice. Don't be so bad la. Ziying best she said to Zoe that I finally found someone's voice who is wrose than your boyfriend. You all are so bad. And they prefer Hello-Kitty than Badtz-Maru. NO !! After that was Art. As usual you know. boring ! ok. ^^ then was maths. Maths also... Then FTCT. Slack ^^ We how to say. Tried to crack a code in a puzzle of words. I am the best. I only could read the word SOMEBODY. haha. ^^ Awesome right ?^^ Had a little quarrel with Zul. Seriously should we sit together ? =S haha. but he was actually nice. Cause the whole class left then i left my wallet and phone in class when I went toliet with Jiayi. Then Zul actually came down to pass to me.. Hmmm. haha. I really don't know.. After school, Jiayi, Shinyi, Amanda, Heyse & me went to Bedok Mac. Ziying ya. Sad story. But I really hope she went. =( haha. ok. Then haha. WE GOSSIPED LOH ! haha. Best thing was I am the one who talked the most today ^^ haha. Everything down the sun ^^ Then went home with Shinyi. Talked about council. I suddenly had a bit of my passion for council back ^^ haha, =) AWESOME ^^ then ChinHoe and Hopkins sat behind me in the bus. I kept feeling someone tapping my back. FREAKY ! haha. ^^ Then got off and went for tuition after bathing. I WAS THE LAST ONE !! Winston actually bad-mouthed the SCL. I am so PISSED-OFF !! WHAT IS HIS PROBLEM !! ARGH !! ok. =)
I read finish To Forget You. Hmmm.. I will rank it second.
1. I believe you
2. To Forget You
3. Destiny's Cries
haha. Now I will start reading Love, Rosie. ^^ hehe. No book with me today I felt weird
I actually realise I don't really like anyone now. How to say. Not totally no feeling.
I had went with him for nine months. It is impossible that I don't have feeling now. By who to say, not that strong anymore.. Just a slight pinch ^^ But how can he forget it so easily..
Him yaya... How to say. Just find him cute ^^ Actually quite similiar. I just want to see both of them. For him, maybe want to talk too. ^^ I got more feelings for him than for him. BUT I GUESS THEY DON'T REALLY CARE AFTERALL. haha. so yup.
Tomorrow got Geog, Maths and HCL tests. BLEH CAN ? haha. ok go study geography le. WISH ME ALL THE BEST ^^ haha.
I read finish To Forget You. Hmmm.. I will rank it second.
1. I believe you
2. To Forget You
3. Destiny's Cries
haha. Now I will start reading Love, Rosie. ^^ hehe. No book with me today I felt weird
I actually realise I don't really like anyone now. How to say. Not totally no feeling.
I had went with him for nine months. It is impossible that I don't have feeling now. By who to say, not that strong anymore.. Just a slight pinch ^^ But how can he forget it so easily..
Him yaya... How to say. Just find him cute ^^ Actually quite similiar. I just want to see both of them. For him, maybe want to talk too. ^^ I got more feelings for him than for him. BUT I GUESS THEY DON'T REALLY CARE AFTERALL. haha. so yup.
Tomorrow got Geog, Maths and HCL tests. BLEH CAN ? haha. ok go study geography le. WISH ME ALL THE BEST ^^ haha.
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Untittled
I tittled it " Untittled " cause I really don't know what to type..
How to say.. I am just recently very confused. I knew obviously not very happy today. Even Val told me today that I looked like I am very stressed up. But WHY ? I actually also don't know. I seems to bottle up a lot of things recently. I obviously cannot tell it to Zul. But wanting me to tell Shiny. I don't know why. I cannot do it like before. After she became Exco and not sitting beside me, I reliase I don't love her as much as last time. Her words sometimes hurted me deeply. I was so surprised that Jiayi was actually the one that cheered me up through like a saying. Weird.
I cannot feel my happiness anymore in school. I realise at home, I felt a bit better. Just who I am ^^ In school, I am still me. But not very me. What the heck am I saying ? Things change over time. I don't like that. I like things to be the way there are. But it looks like things does change. Maybe why I am not that happy is because I am still undergoing the accepting process. But I somehow saw the end to it. =)
I saw him today. The funny thing was I was shocked. Want to see him again. And thats all. It wasn't that strong like it was. I think I afterall don't like him that much. If he said that to the PRIMARY SCH Me, I would cry my heart out and probably want to die. Feeling like thousand of needles poking into my heart. And just to difficult to breathe. But I am not longer like that.
I actually quite envy those happy-go-lucky people like YIJIA and ZIYING !! They are so strong. But as humans, they will definitely have something like that cannot be ok about. But they are always smiling. I WANT TO BE LIKE THEM !! Seriously, I am jealous ! haha. But I am try to improve myself !! =) IMPROVEMENT IS IMPORTANT AFTER A FALL ^^ by eunice lim =)
Maybe is the homework load, project due date and stuff that I don't want and I am forced to do. But SUPER AWESOME EUNICE LIM CAN OVERCOME ANYTHING !! Think about it even a nine months relationship break up I can come over what more ? =) hehe.
However still, my clique ♥ don't seem to be bonded recently ! We really need some bonding session !! ONLY US !! ^^ haha. I was actually very happy when I heard Amanda said that ZUL YOU KNOW YOU OFFENDED ALMOST EVERYONE IN OUR CLIQUE ♥ ! haha AWESOME ^^
Zul ya. Shiny might be right. Zul isn't my best table partner. But it is ok !! ^^ He obviously don't prefer me over SOMEONE ESLE !! haha. But i try to be a better table partner. =) hehe.
About being with Shiny ? Hmmm.. It is still under discussion. =) Results will be known later. ^^
How to say.. I am just recently very confused. I knew obviously not very happy today. Even Val told me today that I looked like I am very stressed up. But WHY ? I actually also don't know. I seems to bottle up a lot of things recently. I obviously cannot tell it to Zul. But wanting me to tell Shiny. I don't know why. I cannot do it like before. After she became Exco and not sitting beside me, I reliase I don't love her as much as last time. Her words sometimes hurted me deeply. I was so surprised that Jiayi was actually the one that cheered me up through like a saying. Weird.
I cannot feel my happiness anymore in school. I realise at home, I felt a bit better. Just who I am ^^ In school, I am still me. But not very me. What the heck am I saying ? Things change over time. I don't like that. I like things to be the way there are. But it looks like things does change. Maybe why I am not that happy is because I am still undergoing the accepting process. But I somehow saw the end to it. =)
I saw him today. The funny thing was I was shocked. Want to see him again. And thats all. It wasn't that strong like it was. I think I afterall don't like him that much. If he said that to the PRIMARY SCH Me, I would cry my heart out and probably want to die. Feeling like thousand of needles poking into my heart. And just to difficult to breathe. But I am not longer like that.
I actually quite envy those happy-go-lucky people like YIJIA and ZIYING !! They are so strong. But as humans, they will definitely have something like that cannot be ok about. But they are always smiling. I WANT TO BE LIKE THEM !! Seriously, I am jealous ! haha. But I am try to improve myself !! =) IMPROVEMENT IS IMPORTANT AFTER A FALL ^^ by eunice lim =)
Maybe is the homework load, project due date and stuff that I don't want and I am forced to do. But SUPER AWESOME EUNICE LIM CAN OVERCOME ANYTHING !! Think about it even a nine months relationship break up I can come over what more ? =) hehe.
However still, my clique ♥ don't seem to be bonded recently ! We really need some bonding session !! ONLY US !! ^^ haha. I was actually very happy when I heard Amanda said that ZUL YOU KNOW YOU OFFENDED ALMOST EVERYONE IN OUR CLIQUE ♥ ! haha AWESOME ^^
Zul ya. Shiny might be right. Zul isn't my best table partner. But it is ok !! ^^ He obviously don't prefer me over SOMEONE ESLE !! haha. But i try to be a better table partner. =) hehe.
About being with Shiny ? Hmmm.. It is still under discussion. =) Results will be known later. ^^
Monday, July 12, 2010
I am a hopeless idiot !!
Who is the one who says I am going to forget him ??
Then during the induction, hope to find him.
Saw him taking pictures with others, feeling weird
See him and see him again.
Cannot hold and talk to him
Stupid idiot !! HOPELESS MAN !! I quite hate myself !! Argh !!
See now you talk to him and hurt yourself. Just a sentence and made you cry. Happy ?? Stupid !!
Gosh !!
So today..I saw so many types of love today..
To forget you > everlasting love ( primary to JC )
Natasha > just talking to you makes me happy
Zul > only S.E.X
Jun Heng > Faithful love
Myself > Hopeless love
Shinyi > Not being couple but there for me
Zoe > being with him makes me happy
I believe you > i am there for you always
Destiny's Cries > you are more important than my life
Carissa > he is the best no matter wat everyone say
Phew... What am I going to do ? Can please drop some hint to me ?? Plz ? ^^
Today is a day that I can sleep any moment. So boring !! Cannot take it. Somemore sleep without pillow. =( I DROPPED MY PILLOW !! Gosh !! Super warm today ! Zul bully me today ! As usual la. Don't talk to me. Almost drive me crazy. Sometimes I wonder if he hates me alot. =/ haha. He today almost laugh until cry. haha. He is freaking epic ^^
The history presentation is bullshit ! haha. I totally suck at public speaking. NERVOUS ! I hope that he can cheer for me like he did when I had to present my Charity skit in pri 5 or 6. I miss him but there is no use right ? After 2 years, he is still controling my emotion. How much of a loser are you EUNICE LIM ?? =( riku. * drop head *
Biology and Geography tests tomorrow !! =( Homework =( =(Maths test on thursday =( =( =( Projects =( =( =( =(
Should I talk to him ?? Message ! If like not together before still at least better. WTH !! Seriously !!
Tell me what you want me to do ok? =)
If you say hi to me this week without me saying , i will message you k ?
DEAL ! ♥
Then during the induction, hope to find him.
Saw him taking pictures with others, feeling weird
See him and see him again.
Cannot hold and talk to him
Stupid idiot !! HOPELESS MAN !! I quite hate myself !! Argh !!
See now you talk to him and hurt yourself. Just a sentence and made you cry. Happy ?? Stupid !!
Gosh !!
So today..I saw so many types of love today..
To forget you > everlasting love ( primary to JC )
Natasha > just talking to you makes me happy
Zul > only S.E.X
Jun Heng > Faithful love
Myself > Hopeless love
Shinyi > Not being couple but there for me
Zoe > being with him makes me happy
I believe you > i am there for you always
Destiny's Cries > you are more important than my life
Carissa > he is the best no matter wat everyone say
Phew... What am I going to do ? Can please drop some hint to me ?? Plz ? ^^
Today is a day that I can sleep any moment. So boring !! Cannot take it. Somemore sleep without pillow. =( I DROPPED MY PILLOW !! Gosh !! Super warm today ! Zul bully me today ! As usual la. Don't talk to me. Almost drive me crazy. Sometimes I wonder if he hates me alot. =/ haha. He today almost laugh until cry. haha. He is freaking epic ^^
The history presentation is bullshit ! haha. I totally suck at public speaking. NERVOUS ! I hope that he can cheer for me like he did when I had to present my Charity skit in pri 5 or 6. I miss him but there is no use right ? After 2 years, he is still controling my emotion. How much of a loser are you EUNICE LIM ?? =( riku. * drop head *
Biology and Geography tests tomorrow !! =( Homework =( =(Maths test on thursday =( =( =( Projects =( =( =( =(
Should I talk to him ?? Message ! If like not together before still at least better. WTH !! Seriously !!
Tell me what you want me to do ok? =)
If you say hi to me this week without me saying , i will message you k ?
DEAL ! ♥
Friday, July 9, 2010
I guess this is so long. =) BYE !
It's been a very long time that I have written about LOVE in my blog. Haha. Hmmm... I swear this will be the last time I write about love for him. Oh please just be it ok ?!
It is already so long !! Like I don't ever since you entered my mind you never leave. Even if I like someone else, you are still there somewhere in my heart. I really don't want this to go on. I don't understand why you could let go so easily. Maybe my first idea was right. You all along was playing right ? Good Job ! Now, you tortured my life for like years. It is time to let me off ? I think it is I did not managed to do in for the past 2 years. I swear I will cut off my ties with you. For unchanged fact, I will just ignore. You are no longer in my dictionary. We have been through alot. But it was a long time ago. This moment will be the turning point.
No more love ok? Just leave me alone. No one enters again ok. At least for this year.
IMPOSSIBLE ! TO RETURN BACK TO WE USED TO BE. WE HAD PAST ALL THE ANNIVERSARY AND MEMORIES !! TO STATE THE FACT, YOU ARE NOT MINE ANYMORE. IF YOU WANT TO GET BACK, YOU WILL SAID LONG AGO. LOVE DOESN'T EXIST AT ALL BETWEEN US.
just look away when i look at you. Scold me when I am thinking about you.
No. I will stop it myself. I SWEAR !
FAREWELL DAISUKE, EEYORE, PENGUIN. WHATEVER.
NO MORE WAY BACK TO LOVE
NO MORE YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE
NO MORE MARY HAD A LITTLE LAMB
NO MORE WAITING FOR YOUR CALLS AND MESSAGES
NO MORE OUR PAST !
JUST FORGET =)
YOU CAN DO IT IF YOU BELIEVE YOU CAN DO IT !!
BELIEVE IN YOURSELF !!
AWESOME ME RIGHT ? ^^
SO BYE !! =)
It is already so long !! Like I don't ever since you entered my mind you never leave. Even if I like someone else, you are still there somewhere in my heart. I really don't want this to go on. I don't understand why you could let go so easily. Maybe my first idea was right. You all along was playing right ? Good Job ! Now, you tortured my life for like years. It is time to let me off ? I think it is I did not managed to do in for the past 2 years. I swear I will cut off my ties with you. For unchanged fact, I will just ignore. You are no longer in my dictionary. We have been through alot. But it was a long time ago. This moment will be the turning point.
No more love ok? Just leave me alone. No one enters again ok. At least for this year.
IMPOSSIBLE ! TO RETURN BACK TO WE USED TO BE. WE HAD PAST ALL THE ANNIVERSARY AND MEMORIES !! TO STATE THE FACT, YOU ARE NOT MINE ANYMORE. IF YOU WANT TO GET BACK, YOU WILL SAID LONG AGO. LOVE DOESN'T EXIST AT ALL BETWEEN US.
just look away when i look at you. Scold me when I am thinking about you.
No. I will stop it myself. I SWEAR !
FAREWELL DAISUKE, EEYORE, PENGUIN. WHATEVER.
NO MORE WAY BACK TO LOVE
NO MORE YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE
NO MORE MARY HAD A LITTLE LAMB
NO MORE WAITING FOR YOUR CALLS AND MESSAGES
NO MORE OUR PAST !
JUST FORGET =)
YOU CAN DO IT IF YOU BELIEVE YOU CAN DO IT !!
BELIEVE IN YOURSELF !!
AWESOME ME RIGHT ? ^^
SO BYE !! =)
Monday, July 5, 2010
Today and It's Past !
Today ::
Woke up nine plus. And did my chinese compo. Could not believe I was actually that hardworking. ^^ Then Bath and used com before heading to Bedok Intr. Yes ! I was not the last one. =) haha. Then Jiayi, Ziying and Me headed to Amanda's house with Amanda to have steamboat ^^ hehe. For Amanda's Birthday Celebration. Her mum prepared alot of food for us. So thankful to her ! Her mum is sure nice ^^ hehe. Then Eat and Talk. Until like three plus. Then four of us watch IP MAN ONE together. haha Hmmm... I still think the second was better for fighting and the Qian Zhuang was better for touching stories. =) Then Slack and Slack do some project work though until six then we went home. =) yup haha
Yesterday ::
Went to Esplande at nine am in the morning cause I was on morning duty to help out the performers. =) hehe. quite fun la. Then changed clothes and went off to meet Ziying & Natasha. Ziying left her ticket at home and went back to take ^^ So she was nearly late. Natasha from Council actually wore a super high heels haha so cool ! ^^ Me... Dress with a black knit with my no-heel court shoes. haha. =) So short ! I was actually sitting with the Sec 1s then I changed back to my class !! ^^ haha. Then I was sitting beside Ziying on the front row. Gosh ! I was nearly going to die !! So high !! I am afriad of height. =( hehe. I think the concert was pretty nice ^^ But in a whole is was terrible exprience for me. And Don't Ever ask why. After the concert, waited for Natasha to find her HMMMM, Amanda,Heyse and Jiayi. Was quarreling with Zul. AS USUSAL ! haha. I really should talk to him more in class. ^^ haha. We must be a better table partner ^^ !! =) hehe. Shafeeqa saw zul and I then she kept laughing. LOL ^^ haha then went Bedok Mac with Natasha and Heyse via MRT. ^^ Then waited for Jiayi and started eating. ^^ My dad then send Jiayi and Heyse home. ^^
OMG !! Your outlook for yesterday was horrible ! Cannot take it. You look so cute on the other hand not like him. Ewww...
Common ::
I changed partner to Zulhelmi !! haha. Yup. Is that guy who always quarrel with me during my physics lab lesson. Now he is sitting beside me during Physics Lab Lesson and Next Next to me during Art lesson and My New Classroom Table Partner. But I wonder if Miss Yap will change again... =/ haha. So yup. Let's be a better table partners k ?? =)
Woke up nine plus. And did my chinese compo. Could not believe I was actually that hardworking. ^^ Then Bath and used com before heading to Bedok Intr. Yes ! I was not the last one. =) haha. Then Jiayi, Ziying and Me headed to Amanda's house with Amanda to have steamboat ^^ hehe. For Amanda's Birthday Celebration. Her mum prepared alot of food for us. So thankful to her ! Her mum is sure nice ^^ hehe. Then Eat and Talk. Until like three plus. Then four of us watch IP MAN ONE together. haha Hmmm... I still think the second was better for fighting and the Qian Zhuang was better for touching stories. =) Then Slack and Slack do some project work though until six then we went home. =) yup haha
Yesterday ::
Went to Esplande at nine am in the morning cause I was on morning duty to help out the performers. =) hehe. quite fun la. Then changed clothes and went off to meet Ziying & Natasha. Ziying left her ticket at home and went back to take ^^ So she was nearly late. Natasha from Council actually wore a super high heels haha so cool ! ^^ Me... Dress with a black knit with my no-heel court shoes. haha. =) So short ! I was actually sitting with the Sec 1s then I changed back to my class !! ^^ haha. Then I was sitting beside Ziying on the front row. Gosh ! I was nearly going to die !! So high !! I am afriad of height. =( hehe. I think the concert was pretty nice ^^ But in a whole is was terrible exprience for me. And Don't Ever ask why. After the concert, waited for Natasha to find her HMMMM, Amanda,Heyse and Jiayi. Was quarreling with Zul. AS USUSAL ! haha. I really should talk to him more in class. ^^ haha. We must be a better table partner ^^ !! =) hehe. Shafeeqa saw zul and I then she kept laughing. LOL ^^ haha then went Bedok Mac with Natasha and Heyse via MRT. ^^ Then waited for Jiayi and started eating. ^^ My dad then send Jiayi and Heyse home. ^^
OMG !! Your outlook for yesterday was horrible ! Cannot take it. You look so cute on the other hand not like him. Ewww...
Common ::
I changed partner to Zulhelmi !! haha. Yup. Is that guy who always quarrel with me during my physics lab lesson. Now he is sitting beside me during Physics Lab Lesson and Next Next to me during Art lesson and My New Classroom Table Partner. But I wonder if Miss Yap will change again... =/ haha. So yup. Let's be a better table partners k ?? =)
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