Still !

Hmmm. Even like after so long, I still don't know.

How do I feel for him ?
Why do I want to see him ?
Why do I hate to see him with other girls so close ?
Why do I keep thinking of him ?
Why do I keep thinking about our past ?

To think about it, have all these happened ? Am I like Joanna Fung ? Am I imagining things ? AH !! I really don't know. I still think he like Shinyi. They are better than me and him right ? He messages her and put smiley. I text him, he don't give a damn. =/

Then why life be so " Ming Zhong Zhu Ding " ? Why must let us go to the same school ? Why must be in the same group ? Why must put him with me in the same duty ? Especially when I am about to give up. Life is like I DON'T KNOW !! How does he really feels ? Who does he really likes ?

MAYBE NOTHING HAS HAPPENED.... =)