Hmmmm... Still like that ba. I don't know what should I say. I really wonder if I tell you I still like you how will you react ?
Sometimes I wonder if I still like you as much as before, how will I feel now ?
I must be jumping with anger
seeing you hugging her, seeing you talking with other girls so happily, hearing rumours about you and her and all the things about you totally dislike me.
Sometimes I wonder if we did not break our ways apart, how would we be like now ?
Happy ? Sad ? More romantic and love each other more than before ? Or only me loving you more ?
But you seems to calm about things around us. You can actually stead her just one day after our crack. What does this means ? You don't like at all ? Thats what I thought or I hope so that I can let go everything..
But why am I still trap here ???
Recently the pain got more unbearable. Things getting out of hand. I told myself to get over it and smile and say hi to you. =) But I just cannot. How did you do it ??
Mum said that I actually can let go things quite easily but I still cannot let go you or us even after two years... Is two years gap to big to change anything ?
I wonder if you have been reading all my posts, how will you feel and react ?
Most likely just nother again. Whatever la. I hate her. =)
Me when I was little
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