Still !

Hmmm. Even like after so long, I still don't know.

How do I feel for him ?
Why do I want to see him ?
Why do I hate to see him with other girls so close ?
Why do I keep thinking of him ?
Why do I keep thinking about our past ?

To think about it, have all these happened ? Am I like Joanna Fung ? Am I imagining things ? AH !! I really don't know. I still think he like Shinyi. They are better than me and him right ? He messages her and put smiley. I text him, he don't give a damn. =/

Then why life be so " Ming Zhong Zhu Ding " ? Why must let us go to the same school ? Why must be in the same group ? Why must put him with me in the same duty ? Especially when I am about to give up. Life is like I DON'T KNOW !! How does he really feels ? Who does he really likes ?

MAYBE NOTHING HAS HAPPENED.... =)

This proves even more ! =)

Hmmm... I think I am right ! ^^
You do like her right ? So obvious. Haha.
Maybe it is time to move on Silly Girl. ^^ hehe.
It is not like you did not see it.
So cheer up ^^ haha.

Baby. Not many things in life is how you want it to be.
Baby. It is not the end.
Baby. You can do it ! =)
Believe you can and you can !!

HE DON'T LIKE YOU.
HE HATES YOU.
HE LIKES HER.
AND YOU CANNOT CHANGE THIS.
SHE IS BETTER FOR HIM..
SO SMILE AND ACCEPTED IT
IT MAY HURTS
BUT TIME CAN HEAL
MAYBE ANOTHER 3 MORE YEARS

You know you don't like him that much as last time
you can move on then
you definitely can now

DON'T CARE ABOUT HIM ANYMORE ^^

KEEP MOVING FORWARD =)

I think that should be the reason why.

Hmmmm... Still like that ba. I don't know what should I say. I really wonder if I tell you I still like you how will you react ?

Sometimes I wonder if I still like you as much as before, how will I feel now ?
I must be jumping with anger
seeing you hugging her, seeing you talking with other girls so happily, hearing rumours about you and her and all the things about you totally dislike me.

Sometimes I wonder if we did not break our ways apart, how would we be like now ?
Happy ? Sad ? More romantic and love each other more than before ? Or only me loving you more ?

But you seems to calm about things around us. You can actually stead her just one day after our crack. What does this means ? You don't like at all ? Thats what I thought or I hope so that I can let go everything..

But why am I still trap here ???

Recently the pain got more unbearable. Things getting out of hand. I told myself to get over it and smile and say hi to you. =) But I just cannot. How did you do it ??

Mum said that I actually can let go things quite easily but I still cannot let go you or us even after two years... Is two years gap to big to change anything ?

I wonder if you have been reading all my posts, how will you feel and react ?

Most likely just nother again. Whatever la. I hate her. =)

BLOGGING IN PROGESS. =)
PLEASE COME BACK IN 20 MINS TIME. =)
THANK YOU =)
SORRY FOR THE INCONVIENCE =)

I really don't know leh !

Hmmm... I really don't know leh. I think I do love you. But so weird. You don't seems to care. Isn't it quite obvious I kind of like you ?? No ? Actually on the bus, I was kind of hope it was you who comes down first and like fall onto me ? But it wasn't you. That actually very sad.. Hmm. You don't care at all loh. I think you care about her more. I am like invisible. Sometimes I really envy her sia. =) If I could choose, would I rather never be together with you and have no memory of us OR to stay like this ? If you tell me you like me, how will i react ? Hmmm. IMPOSSIBLE HAHA. =)

Today went Bedok South for YOG games. Very fun actually. I think the ACRHERY IS AWESOME !! =) haha

The word list test is actually ok. =) I hope I can score ok ? =) hehe. Byebye. =)

WO LEI BI LE !! =)

hehe. Today was COLD COLD COLD !! And I am tired tired tired. AIYO !! haha.

Hmmmm. Over the bath, I thought about it. Actually, staring into blank space is not bad afterall. VEry relaxing. =) haha. Ok besides that. =) I am thinking why I am so bad. Hmmmm walk past people I know and just ignore. I decided ! I am going to say HI to everyone I know. =) hehe. Yeah !

Maths so screwed !! =( 18/30 And Many people in my class got like 20,21... WTF !! How ?? Did I not study hard enough ? Don't be discourage baobei !! =) You can do it de ^^ hehe. I am contented with my higher chinese result ^^ 39/50 sia !! =) hehe. MCQ got 9/10 not bad sia!! =) See BaoBei you can do it de rigth ? ^^ haha.

Tomorrow Vocab test sia!! Not much confidence but I AM JIA YOU DE !! ^^

YOU CAN DO IT EUNICE LIM KE LI ^^ AWESOME ^^ !!! =)

* is my handwriting that big ? * =S

Aiyo !

Hmmmm...Let me see how to put it ! I am quite tired to post lots of things that happen recently. I should just talk about recent affairs that is quite impactful.

Friday, I went magicland. It was quite good. =) haha.
Saturday was totally a slack day.
Sunday, I found myself a bit better than Sat. I at least did some homework.

Monday was the PROBLEMATIC DAY ! It was quite an unfortuanate day for quite a few people. I was actually quite pissed too ! But I chilled down pretty fast. They are really unreasonable people. Being close to them isn't a good thing at all. It seems to bring more harm than good. They got worse ba. Today I was actually immuned to their actions. Poor Jiayi still like a bit angry. Aiya. I really give up on them le la. I just tried my best to make them contribute as much as possible. =) I can say I done my part =)

After school, I went Teo Heng with Shiny and Jiayi. =) Actually not bad. From Jiayi's selection, I knew many new songs =) haha. Shiny ya. REally should use real voice to sing. Her real voice to sing is pretty nice !! =) haha. Me ya i kinda of hope to have Jiayi's voice. Her voice is nicer than mine!! haha. =) So yup.

I PROMISE MYSELF I CANNOT GO OUT THIS WEEK !! WEDNESDAY TO FRIDAY !! ONLY CAN EAT NEAR BY. LIKE BBT AND MY HOUSE THERE =) ONLY EATING !

ALL WEDNESDAY NO MORE GOING OUT !!

Everytime late for maths tuition sighz... haha =)