Him again

NO AIR ! ♥
LOL. It is him again. I joined the congress is actually because it was his birthday then i can keep myself occupied so i can don't think about him. Why is it him ? I am sick and tired of him. Please can you slowly move out my life ? I cannot survive going through this whole " forgetting him " by myself. I want someone to help ! But who ? I cannot take it. I very felt so hard to breathe. I don't even feel like thinking about anything.

How can I breath without air air air ?
How can you be without me ?
I don't seem to be able to survive without you.
I want help.
Who can be there for me to catch me when i fall ?
Who will forever be there for me ?
Who is the one that is meant for me ?
Who will love me and care about me forever ?
Why don't I get what I want ?
Why can't things last ?
Why don't I have faith ?
Should I accept him ?

Bleh ! Tomorrow school reopen !

Hmmm. I not say very happy neither can i say i not happy. just normal.

I actually quite happy to see my cute clique people ^^

But just quite sianz with the the MATHS EXAM AFTER SCHOOL !
I did not really study for it until today ! opps =)
very excited for the questions but very scared if i don't know how to do.
WEIRD YA ?

Quite excited cause can take the exam as a whole of sec 2 ^^
especially with him ^^
dumb me still thinking about it =/

ya la.... really need to cut down =)

She suits you more,I should just back off

You had already forgotten me why do I still think of you? =( '

I have like 26 reasons to forget you
- We are already past
- We are good now with our different lifes.
- We are now different.
- You already don't like me.
- You already forgot about us.
- You already like someone esle
- Some other girls like you.
- They all better than me.
- You said before if you could find someone better, you will leave.
- You chose Valerie instead of me.
- You already made your choice.
- I did wrong and I don't deserve you.
-My friends said I should forget you.
- I have someone waiting for me.
- You don't even remember my birthday.
- I got hurted badly and I am tired.
- You would just playing.
- We are too young then.
- The feeling is long a past.
- In your life, there is no more me.
- We don't suit each other.
- It was just an accident together.
- You don't reply my messages.
- You will only find her when you got sth.
- She knows more about you than me.
- What I know is the past.

If we were really different school, maybe I would not have much of a problem. If we were not in the same leadership group, I will not hold on that long. If we never met, it will not turn out like that. We might meet but will not end up this way.

She suits you more, I should just back off. =)

I sometimes hate it !

Why must we have past ?
It suck at times.
If it is good, why we don't have it now ?
If it is bad, my gosh why must I remember ?
So in anyway it sucks
It only torture us.

It sucks even more when you still remember but he don't anymore.
Whats with me man ?
Do I have a problem ?
He remember other's birthday but just not me.
You remember last year why not this year.

I hate it when you still linger. Can't you just FUCK OFF ?

I had a dream

Results Results !!

You have done well this time girl ! =) Give yourself a pat on ur back ^^

Sec 2 CA3 2010

English - 67 b3 =)
not bad work harder !
Higher Chinese - 75 A1 ^^
Very good ! Keep it up !
Maths - 82 A1 ^^
Excellent !
Science - 72 A2 ^^
Very Good! jiayou
History - 84 A1 ^^
Topped ! Excellent
Geography - 72 A2 =)
NotBad !
Design & Tech - 73 A2 =)
Good !
Literature - 56 C5
JIA YOU ! YOU CAN DO IT !
Art - 65 B3
Not bad !

Class Position :: 7 /38
L1B5 :: 9
Percentage :: 72 %

Actually I was pretty sad about my results yesterday. But after seeing my final report card, I am very very happy actually =) hehe. Except for Literatue though. Hehe. =) But you still is AWESOME EUNICE LIM KE LI ! =) Miss Yap said that my Lit can make it if I do my panelling well ^^ hehe. Then she said I can go any course I want based on my this result ^^ Quite A all-rounder person. =)So YEAH !! hehe.

And .......

My mother agreed to give me a plan ! =) I mean PHONE PLAN !! Unlimited messages, free incoming, 100 mins of outgoing and 12Gb for Internet ! =) WOW!

I think I want to get an Iphone le. ^^ hehe.

4 or 3GS ? =)

HEHE. A.W.E.S.O.M.E !

what if...

What if we were not in the same secondary school ?
- you will not still linger in my mind
- weird feeling I haave when I see you
- talk about you to most of my friends
- still like you so much !

=)

AH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

How can I do when my notes cannot go in ! Gosh ! Tomorrow is the test ! It is not like I don't know but not in the mood to study ! Should just roll off the floor !

I am like Justin Bieber-ing now. His voice is really not bad ya ? =)

Today, slept til 8 plus. Watch my anime. Actually School Days does not make any sense ^^ haha. Ok. then went out with family to eat. Swensens ! =) then ate one scoop of Haagen Daz Green Tea ! It just melted my heart ^^ ♥
Then met Jiayi at 2. =) Talked, studied and played. =) I glorily won 2 times !! Jiayi also won!! It is still very fun !! But still have not study my bio yet =(

Yesterday, went to school early. =) Mrs. Mastern seemed to quite like my time capsule. =) Then helped Shiny for the presentation. Yu Xuan ( Xuan ) new nickname for him ^^ haha. he is so friendly and talktive. =)
Went to Amanda's house and played. Then met Jiayi and Heyse at Bedok Intr. then went singing. Quite messy though. ^^ haha. But very fun ^^ !! Haha. So us > Shinyi, Jiayi, Amanda, Ziying, Heyse and me. Then I went to eat dinner with Jiayi and Heyse. ^^
An awesome but tiring day =)
It leaked ! Opps..