P.A.I.N.F.U.L ?

You once said I changed your life greatly.
You once said you love me forever.
You once said we really suit each other.

Why those memories you gave me once was so wonderful and sweet but now so pain to me ?
Memories really cannot revive ?
Must this be the ending of us ?
Must I give up on you ?

Can't we return ? =/

=)

Haha. I actually started not to think about him that much isn't it good ? I just now went to see my ex-rival's facebook profile. At first I felt very angry cause I remembered that he chose her over me but after much thinking, I actually think they matched better. How to say ? More suitable ? Plus actually I am very used to the life without him. I agree him is wonderful but just not suitable for me. ? Have I thought through him ? AWESOME! We are so different yet so similiar.

Express to Normal.
Member to Exco.
Current to Past
Remember to Forget
Hold in to don't care
Friendly to Don't care

I am neutral. Thank you.

Him again

NO AIR ! ♥
LOL. It is him again. I joined the congress is actually because it was his birthday then i can keep myself occupied so i can don't think about him. Why is it him ? I am sick and tired of him. Please can you slowly move out my life ? I cannot survive going through this whole " forgetting him " by myself. I want someone to help ! But who ? I cannot take it. I very felt so hard to breathe. I don't even feel like thinking about anything.

How can I breath without air air air ?
How can you be without me ?
I don't seem to be able to survive without you.
I want help.
Who can be there for me to catch me when i fall ?
Who will forever be there for me ?
Who is the one that is meant for me ?
Who will love me and care about me forever ?
Why don't I get what I want ?
Why can't things last ?
Why don't I have faith ?
Should I accept him ?

Bleh ! Tomorrow school reopen !

Hmmm. I not say very happy neither can i say i not happy. just normal.

I actually quite happy to see my cute clique people ^^

But just quite sianz with the the MATHS EXAM AFTER SCHOOL !
I did not really study for it until today ! opps =)
very excited for the questions but very scared if i don't know how to do.
WEIRD YA ?

Quite excited cause can take the exam as a whole of sec 2 ^^
especially with him ^^
dumb me still thinking about it =/

ya la.... really need to cut down =)

She suits you more,I should just back off

You had already forgotten me why do I still think of you? =( '

I have like 26 reasons to forget you
- We are already past
- We are good now with our different lifes.
- We are now different.
- You already don't like me.
- You already forgot about us.
- You already like someone esle
- Some other girls like you.
- They all better than me.
- You said before if you could find someone better, you will leave.
- You chose Valerie instead of me.
- You already made your choice.
- I did wrong and I don't deserve you.
-My friends said I should forget you.
- I have someone waiting for me.
- You don't even remember my birthday.
- I got hurted badly and I am tired.
- You would just playing.
- We are too young then.
- The feeling is long a past.
- In your life, there is no more me.
- We don't suit each other.
- It was just an accident together.
- You don't reply my messages.
- You will only find her when you got sth.
- She knows more about you than me.
- What I know is the past.

If we were really different school, maybe I would not have much of a problem. If we were not in the same leadership group, I will not hold on that long. If we never met, it will not turn out like that. We might meet but will not end up this way.

She suits you more, I should just back off. =)

I sometimes hate it !

Why must we have past ?
It suck at times.
If it is good, why we don't have it now ?
If it is bad, my gosh why must I remember ?
So in anyway it sucks
It only torture us.

It sucks even more when you still remember but he don't anymore.
Whats with me man ?
Do I have a problem ?
He remember other's birthday but just not me.
You remember last year why not this year.

I hate it when you still linger. Can't you just FUCK OFF ?

I had a dream