I think that should be the reason why.

Hmmmm... Still like that ba. I don't know what should I say. I really wonder if I tell you I still like you how will you react ?

Sometimes I wonder if I still like you as much as before, how will I feel now ?
I must be jumping with anger
seeing you hugging her, seeing you talking with other girls so happily, hearing rumours about you and her and all the things about you totally dislike me.

Sometimes I wonder if we did not break our ways apart, how would we be like now ?
Happy ? Sad ? More romantic and love each other more than before ? Or only me loving you more ?

But you seems to calm about things around us. You can actually stead her just one day after our crack. What does this means ? You don't like at all ? Thats what I thought or I hope so that I can let go everything..

But why am I still trap here ???

Recently the pain got more unbearable. Things getting out of hand. I told myself to get over it and smile and say hi to you. =) But I just cannot. How did you do it ??

Mum said that I actually can let go things quite easily but I still cannot let go you or us even after two years... Is two years gap to big to change anything ?

I wonder if you have been reading all my posts, how will you feel and react ?

Most likely just nother again. Whatever la. I hate her. =)

BLOGGING IN PROGESS. =)
PLEASE COME BACK IN 20 MINS TIME. =)
THANK YOU =)
SORRY FOR THE INCONVIENCE =)

I really don't know leh !

Hmmm... I really don't know leh. I think I do love you. But so weird. You don't seems to care. Isn't it quite obvious I kind of like you ?? No ? Actually on the bus, I was kind of hope it was you who comes down first and like fall onto me ? But it wasn't you. That actually very sad.. Hmm. You don't care at all loh. I think you care about her more. I am like invisible. Sometimes I really envy her sia. =) If I could choose, would I rather never be together with you and have no memory of us OR to stay like this ? If you tell me you like me, how will i react ? Hmmm. IMPOSSIBLE HAHA. =)

Today went Bedok South for YOG games. Very fun actually. I think the ACRHERY IS AWESOME !! =) haha

The word list test is actually ok. =) I hope I can score ok ? =) hehe. Byebye. =)

WO LEI BI LE !! =)

hehe. Today was COLD COLD COLD !! And I am tired tired tired. AIYO !! haha.

Hmmmm. Over the bath, I thought about it. Actually, staring into blank space is not bad afterall. VEry relaxing. =) haha. Ok besides that. =) I am thinking why I am so bad. Hmmmm walk past people I know and just ignore. I decided ! I am going to say HI to everyone I know. =) hehe. Yeah !

Maths so screwed !! =( 18/30 And Many people in my class got like 20,21... WTF !! How ?? Did I not study hard enough ? Don't be discourage baobei !! =) You can do it de ^^ hehe. I am contented with my higher chinese result ^^ 39/50 sia !! =) hehe. MCQ got 9/10 not bad sia!! =) See BaoBei you can do it de rigth ? ^^ haha.

Tomorrow Vocab test sia!! Not much confidence but I AM JIA YOU DE !! ^^

YOU CAN DO IT EUNICE LIM KE LI ^^ AWESOME ^^ !!! =)

* is my handwriting that big ? * =S

Aiyo !

Hmmmm...Let me see how to put it ! I am quite tired to post lots of things that happen recently. I should just talk about recent affairs that is quite impactful.

Friday, I went magicland. It was quite good. =) haha.
Saturday was totally a slack day.
Sunday, I found myself a bit better than Sat. I at least did some homework.

Monday was the PROBLEMATIC DAY ! It was quite an unfortuanate day for quite a few people. I was actually quite pissed too ! But I chilled down pretty fast. They are really unreasonable people. Being close to them isn't a good thing at all. It seems to bring more harm than good. They got worse ba. Today I was actually immuned to their actions. Poor Jiayi still like a bit angry. Aiya. I really give up on them le la. I just tried my best to make them contribute as much as possible. =) I can say I done my part =)

After school, I went Teo Heng with Shiny and Jiayi. =) Actually not bad. From Jiayi's selection, I knew many new songs =) haha. Shiny ya. REally should use real voice to sing. Her real voice to sing is pretty nice !! =) haha. Me ya i kinda of hope to have Jiayi's voice. Her voice is nicer than mine!! haha. =) So yup.

I PROMISE MYSELF I CANNOT GO OUT THIS WEEK !! WEDNESDAY TO FRIDAY !! ONLY CAN EAT NEAR BY. LIKE BBT AND MY HOUSE THERE =) ONLY EATING !

ALL WEDNESDAY NO MORE GOING OUT !!

Everytime late for maths tuition sighz... haha =)

Only the AWESOME & GOOD

Hehe. Now I am will put up a poll !! If I should post 3 posts or only 1 post

3 tests in a day how should I feel ?

Yup I got 3 tests today !! haha.

Geog > Screw the first page !! I cannot do. =( haha. The behind, I really try my supe best to like crap out something. PLZ PASS ME OK ? ^^

Maths > Finished on the dot ! AWESOME !! Zul totally scare me ! haha. but thanks to me and my smart idea. hehe. should not say. hehe. SECRET ^^ damn the curve. Jsut cannot draw welll. =( haha. Anson actually found the curved ruler good to draw the graph... For Jun Heng, really sorry did not manage to lend you the calculator. Saw the paper, I bet you must have a hard time doing right ? Sorry. Don't really dare to look at you after this. Sorry. =)

Higher Chinese > Amazingly not hard ^^ Managed to finish before time. ^^

Then rushed with Jiayi to TEMASEK PRIMARY !! haha. helping out for the carnival !! Oh my Gosh !! Almost everything did not change. haha. AWESOME ^^ Actually deep down, I was somehow waiting for him. I know it sucks ! Arh.... Maybe Becs is rigth, He is someone even I don't know who he really is. He can be nice sometimes and not sometimes. What I remember is from Primary. You sure everything stays the same ? I doubt so...

Thats one of the reason why I prefer Badtz-Maru to Hello Kitty. Haha. Today Nat and I was like discussing about their chormsomes. ^^ hehe. You don't wish to know ^^ for biology class ^^ At least Badtz-Maru is nice and I know what kind of person he is like. =) He might be ya you know. V.H-P and SC. He is better than someone who you totally don't know how is he like right ? haha. ^^ yup =)

tomorrow going back to help again !! haha. Planning to chiong there after CCA. And stayed until the whole thing ends ^^ My aunt and niece might be going. Hmmm. But not really for me. haha. =) ok. so I gtg ^^ BB