Me when I was little

Me when I was little

Thursday, July 15, 2010

3 tests in a day how should I feel ?

Yup I got 3 tests today !! haha.

Geog > Screw the first page !! I cannot do. =( haha. The behind, I really try my supe best to like crap out something. PLZ PASS ME OK ? ^^

Maths > Finished on the dot ! AWESOME !! Zul totally scare me ! haha. but thanks to me and my smart idea. hehe. should not say. hehe. SECRET ^^ damn the curve. Jsut cannot draw welll. =( haha. Anson actually found the curved ruler good to draw the graph... For Jun Heng, really sorry did not manage to lend you the calculator. Saw the paper, I bet you must have a hard time doing right ? Sorry. Don't really dare to look at you after this. Sorry. =)

Higher Chinese > Amazingly not hard ^^ Managed to finish before time. ^^

Then rushed with Jiayi to TEMASEK PRIMARY !! haha. helping out for the carnival !! Oh my Gosh !! Almost everything did not change. haha. AWESOME ^^ Actually deep down, I was somehow waiting for him. I know it sucks ! Arh.... Maybe Becs is rigth, He is someone even I don't know who he really is. He can be nice sometimes and not sometimes. What I remember is from Primary. You sure everything stays the same ? I doubt so...

Thats one of the reason why I prefer Badtz-Maru to Hello Kitty. Haha. Today Nat and I was like discussing about their chormsomes. ^^ hehe. You don't wish to know ^^ for biology class ^^ At least Badtz-Maru is nice and I know what kind of person he is like. =) He might be ya you know. V.H-P and SC. He is better than someone who you totally don't know how is he like right ? haha. ^^ yup =)

tomorrow going back to help again !! haha. Planning to chiong there after CCA. And stayed until the whole thing ends ^^ My aunt and niece might be going. Hmmm. But not really for me. haha. =) ok. so I gtg ^^ BB

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

EMOTIONS that run like a ROLLER COASTER !

Today ya ! How to say leh ? haha. What things happen. Today finally no council meeting. Woke up around 6.45 Had an awesome sleep today. ^^ Then usual stuff. Used com ^^ Then met Ziying and went school together ^^ haha. then everyone came and talked about Art homework. My pencil portrait was you know " AWESOME ". haha. Then first lesson was D&T. Played around with the notebook. ^^ It was very fun !! haha. the air-con is super cold ! haha. Then went for recess. When I came out of the classroom with Nat, we saw Hello Kitty. He actually said hi to me. I am SO STUNNED ! then Assembly. Haha. 2/3 and 2/5 went up to perform. haha. I SAW Badtz-Maru !! so cute. But Ziying, Jiayi and Heyse was like critizing his voice. Don't be so bad la. Ziying best she said to Zoe that I finally found someone's voice who is wrose than your boyfriend. You all are so bad. And they prefer Hello-Kitty than Badtz-Maru. NO !! After that was Art. As usual you know. boring ! ok. ^^ then was maths. Maths also... Then FTCT. Slack ^^ We how to say. Tried to crack a code in a puzzle of words. I am the best. I only could read the word SOMEBODY. haha. ^^ Awesome right ?^^ Had a little quarrel with Zul. Seriously should we sit together ? =S haha. but he was actually nice. Cause the whole class left then i left my wallet and phone in class when I went toliet with Jiayi. Then Zul actually came down to pass to me.. Hmmm. haha. I really don't know.. After school, Jiayi, Shinyi, Amanda, Heyse & me went to Bedok Mac. Ziying ya. Sad story. But I really hope she went. =( haha. ok. Then haha. WE GOSSIPED LOH ! haha. Best thing was I am the one who talked the most today ^^ haha. Everything down the sun ^^ Then went home with Shinyi. Talked about council. I suddenly had a bit of my passion for council back ^^ haha, =) AWESOME ^^ then ChinHoe and Hopkins sat behind me in the bus. I kept feeling someone tapping my back. FREAKY ! haha. ^^ Then got off and went for tuition after bathing. I WAS THE LAST ONE !! Winston actually bad-mouthed the SCL. I am so PISSED-OFF !! WHAT IS HIS PROBLEM !! ARGH !! ok. =)

I read finish To Forget You. Hmmm.. I will rank it second.
1. I believe you
2. To Forget You
3. Destiny's Cries
haha. Now I will start reading Love, Rosie. ^^ hehe. No book with me today I felt weird

I actually realise I don't really like anyone now. How to say. Not totally no feeling.

I had went with him for nine months. It is impossible that I don't have feeling now. By who to say, not that strong anymore.. Just a slight pinch ^^ But how can he forget it so easily..

Him yaya... How to say. Just find him cute ^^ Actually quite similiar. I just want to see both of them. For him, maybe want to talk too. ^^ I got more feelings for him than for him. BUT I GUESS THEY DON'T REALLY CARE AFTERALL. haha. so yup.

Tomorrow got Geog, Maths and HCL tests. BLEH CAN ? haha. ok go study geography le. WISH ME ALL THE BEST ^^ haha.




Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Untittled

I tittled it " Untittled " cause I really don't know what to type..
How to say.. I am just recently very confused. I knew obviously not very happy today. Even Val told me today that I looked like I am very stressed up. But WHY ? I actually also don't know. I seems to bottle up a lot of things recently. I obviously cannot tell it to Zul. But wanting me to tell Shiny. I don't know why. I cannot do it like before. After she became Exco and not sitting beside me, I reliase I don't love her as much as last time. Her words sometimes hurted me deeply. I was so surprised that Jiayi was actually the one that cheered me up through like a saying. Weird.

I cannot feel my happiness anymore in school. I realise at home, I felt a bit better. Just who I am ^^ In school, I am still me. But not very me. What the heck am I saying ? Things change over time. I don't like that. I like things to be the way there are. But it looks like things does change. Maybe why I am not that happy is because I am still undergoing the accepting process. But I somehow saw the end to it. =)

I saw him today. The funny thing was I was shocked. Want to see him again. And thats all. It wasn't that strong like it was. I think I afterall don't like him that much. If he said that to the PRIMARY SCH Me, I would cry my heart out and probably want to die. Feeling like thousand of needles poking into my heart. And just to difficult to breathe. But I am not longer like that.

I actually quite envy those happy-go-lucky people like YIJIA and ZIYING !! They are so strong. But as humans, they will definitely have something like that cannot be ok about. But they are always smiling. I WANT TO BE LIKE THEM !! Seriously, I am jealous ! haha. But I am try to improve myself !! =) IMPROVEMENT IS IMPORTANT AFTER A FALL ^^ by eunice lim =)

Maybe is the homework load, project due date and stuff that I don't want and I am forced to do. But SUPER AWESOME EUNICE LIM CAN OVERCOME ANYTHING !! Think about it even a nine months relationship break up I can come over what more ? =) hehe.

However still, my clique ♥ don't seem to be bonded recently ! We really need some bonding session !! ONLY US !! ^^ haha. I was actually very happy when I heard Amanda said that ZUL YOU KNOW YOU OFFENDED ALMOST EVERYONE IN OUR CLIQUE ♥ ! haha AWESOME ^^

Zul ya. Shiny might be right. Zul isn't my best table partner. But it is ok !! ^^ He obviously don't prefer me over SOMEONE ESLE !! haha. But i try to be a better table partner. =) hehe.

About being with Shiny ? Hmmm.. It is still under discussion. =) Results will be known later. ^^

Monday, July 12, 2010

I am a hopeless idiot !!

Who is the one who says I am going to forget him ??
Then during the induction, hope to find him.
Saw him taking pictures with others, feeling weird
See him and see him again.
Cannot hold and talk to him

Stupid idiot !! HOPELESS MAN !! I quite hate myself !! Argh !!

See now you talk to him and hurt yourself. Just a sentence and made you cry. Happy ?? Stupid !!
Gosh !!

So today..I saw so many types of love today..

To forget you > everlasting love ( primary to JC )
Natasha > just talking to you makes me happy
Zul > only S.E.X
Jun Heng > Faithful love
Myself > Hopeless love
Shinyi > Not being couple but there for me
Zoe > being with him makes me happy
I believe you > i am there for you always
Destiny's Cries > you are more important than my life
Carissa > he is the best no matter wat everyone say

Phew... What am I going to do ? Can please drop some hint to me ?? Plz ? ^^


Today is a day that I can sleep any moment. So boring !! Cannot take it. Somemore sleep without pillow. =( I DROPPED MY PILLOW !! Gosh !! Super warm today ! Zul bully me today ! As usual la. Don't talk to me. Almost drive me crazy. Sometimes I wonder if he hates me alot. =/ haha. He today almost laugh until cry. haha. He is freaking epic ^^

The history presentation is bullshit ! haha. I totally suck at public speaking. NERVOUS ! I hope that he can cheer for me like he did when I had to present my Charity skit in pri 5 or 6. I miss him but there is no use right ? After 2 years, he is still controling my emotion. How much of a loser are you EUNICE LIM ?? =( riku. * drop head *

Biology and Geography tests tomorrow !! =( Homework =( =(Maths test on thursday =( =( =( Projects =( =( =( =(

Should I talk to him ?? Message ! If like not together before still at least better. WTH !! Seriously !!

Tell me what you want me to do ok? =)

If you say hi to me this week without me saying , i will message you k ?

DEAL ! ♥






Friday, July 9, 2010

I guess this is so long. =) BYE !

It's been a very long time that I have written about LOVE in my blog. Haha. Hmmm... I swear this will be the last time I write about love for him. Oh please just be it ok ?!

It is already so long !! Like I don't ever since you entered my mind you never leave. Even if I like someone else, you are still there somewhere in my heart. I really don't want this to go on. I don't understand why you could let go so easily. Maybe my first idea was right. You all along was playing right ? Good Job ! Now, you tortured my life for like years. It is time to let me off ? I think it is I did not managed to do in for the past 2 years. I swear I will cut off my ties with you. For unchanged fact, I will just ignore. You are no longer in my dictionary. We have been through alot. But it was a long time ago. This moment will be the turning point.

No more love ok? Just leave me alone. No one enters again ok. At least for this year.

IMPOSSIBLE ! TO RETURN BACK TO WE USED TO BE. WE HAD PAST ALL THE ANNIVERSARY AND MEMORIES !! TO STATE THE FACT, YOU ARE NOT MINE ANYMORE. IF YOU WANT TO GET BACK, YOU WILL SAID LONG AGO. LOVE DOESN'T EXIST AT ALL BETWEEN US.

just look away when i look at you. Scold me when I am thinking about you.

No. I will stop it myself. I SWEAR !

FAREWELL DAISUKE, EEYORE, PENGUIN. WHATEVER.

NO MORE WAY BACK TO LOVE

NO MORE YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE

NO MORE MARY HAD A LITTLE LAMB

NO MORE WAITING FOR YOUR CALLS AND MESSAGES

NO MORE OUR PAST !

JUST FORGET =)

YOU CAN DO IT IF YOU BELIEVE YOU CAN DO IT !!

BELIEVE IN YOURSELF !!

AWESOME ME RIGHT ? ^^

SO BYE !! =)

Monday, July 5, 2010

Today and It's Past !

Today ::
Woke up nine plus. And did my chinese compo. Could not believe I was actually that hardworking. ^^ Then Bath and used com before heading to Bedok Intr. Yes ! I was not the last one. =) haha. Then Jiayi, Ziying and Me headed to Amanda's house with Amanda to have steamboat ^^ hehe. For Amanda's Birthday Celebration. Her mum prepared alot of food for us. So thankful to her ! Her mum is sure nice ^^ hehe. Then Eat and Talk. Until like three plus. Then four of us watch IP MAN ONE together. haha Hmmm... I still think the second was better for fighting and the Qian Zhuang was better for touching stories. =) Then Slack and Slack do some project work though until six then we went home. =) yup haha

Yesterday ::
Went to Esplande at nine am in the morning cause I was on morning duty to help out the performers. =) hehe. quite fun la. Then changed clothes and went off to meet Ziying & Natasha. Ziying left her ticket at home and went back to take ^^ So she was nearly late. Natasha from Council actually wore a super high heels haha so cool ! ^^ Me... Dress with a black knit with my no-heel court shoes. haha. =) So short ! I was actually sitting with the Sec 1s then I changed back to my class !! ^^ haha. Then I was sitting beside Ziying on the front row. Gosh ! I was nearly going to die !! So high !! I am afriad of height. =( hehe. I think the concert was pretty nice ^^ But in a whole is was terrible exprience for me. And Don't Ever ask why. After the concert, waited for Natasha to find her HMMMM, Amanda,Heyse and Jiayi. Was quarreling with Zul. AS USUSAL ! haha. I really should talk to him more in class. ^^ haha. We must be a better table partner ^^ !! =) hehe. Shafeeqa saw zul and I then she kept laughing. LOL ^^ haha then went Bedok Mac with Natasha and Heyse via MRT. ^^ Then waited for Jiayi and started eating. ^^ My dad then send Jiayi and Heyse home. ^^

OMG !! Your outlook for yesterday was horrible ! Cannot take it. You look so cute on the other hand not like him. Ewww...

Common ::
I changed partner to Zulhelmi !! haha. Yup. Is that guy who always quarrel with me during my physics lab lesson. Now he is sitting beside me during Physics Lab Lesson and Next Next to me during Art lesson and My New Classroom Table Partner. But I wonder if Miss Yap will change again... =/ haha. So yup. Let's be a better table partners k ?? =)

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

School starts again !! =)

Hmmm. So yup school starts again. haha. It is already the 2nd day.

Monday ::
First day of school was actually quite ok ^^ Sitting with Shiny is fun ! =) Ziying gave everyone of the clique a JACKPOT BOX for present. =) haha. quite fun sia !! hehe. Our new Co-Form Teacher, Mr.Annwar quite cute sia ! haha. He is pretty nice =) Miss Yap gave out the Outstanding Student Award ! =) and I was one of them. ^^ hehe. Delia, Zul & me. =) hehe. THanks so much ^^ After school, went BBT with Amanda, Ziying, JiaYi, Heyse & Zoe. =) But ALOT OF PEOPLE ! SO SIANZ... hehe. then we went Mac Lab to wait for Ziying to finish her work. And I did a bit of my Lit hw. =) hehe. Then went home.

Today ::
Changed my dairy ^^ and Changed my seat. Cause it was according to class position. I am now sitting with CARISSA ! haha. Shiny is like 1 seat away from me with YiXian... Heyse is beside me with Yong Xuan. Haha. Amanda is with YiJia. Ziying is with Joyce again ! hehe. Now Amanda, Heyse and Me is sitting together haha. JiaYi is with Syafiq. haha. =) in Front of me is QianYing and Atiqah. Behind me is Zul and Meng Leng. =)

Today's morning was raining heavily ! haha. I wet my shoe and socks. =( hehe. Did not wore socks. And took out my shoe during class ! =) Awesome ! hehe. Today we presented our Geography Project. It seems ok. ^^ hehe.

Finall Spoke to Guan Zhong today ! hehe. He is as cheerful as ever ! =) hehe. But sad he still don't feel like Sms-ing. But I don't know if it is true. =( sighz...