I am a hopeless idiot !!

Who is the one who says I am going to forget him ??
Then during the induction, hope to find him.
Saw him taking pictures with others, feeling weird
See him and see him again.
Cannot hold and talk to him

Stupid idiot !! HOPELESS MAN !! I quite hate myself !! Argh !!

See now you talk to him and hurt yourself. Just a sentence and made you cry. Happy ?? Stupid !!
Gosh !!

So today..I saw so many types of love today..

To forget you > everlasting love ( primary to JC )
Natasha > just talking to you makes me happy
Zul > only S.E.X
Jun Heng > Faithful love
Myself > Hopeless love
Shinyi > Not being couple but there for me
Zoe > being with him makes me happy
I believe you > i am there for you always
Destiny's Cries > you are more important than my life
Carissa > he is the best no matter wat everyone say

Phew... What am I going to do ? Can please drop some hint to me ?? Plz ? ^^


Today is a day that I can sleep any moment. So boring !! Cannot take it. Somemore sleep without pillow. =( I DROPPED MY PILLOW !! Gosh !! Super warm today ! Zul bully me today ! As usual la. Don't talk to me. Almost drive me crazy. Sometimes I wonder if he hates me alot. =/ haha. He today almost laugh until cry. haha. He is freaking epic ^^

The history presentation is bullshit ! haha. I totally suck at public speaking. NERVOUS ! I hope that he can cheer for me like he did when I had to present my Charity skit in pri 5 or 6. I miss him but there is no use right ? After 2 years, he is still controling my emotion. How much of a loser are you EUNICE LIM ?? =( riku. * drop head *

Biology and Geography tests tomorrow !! =( Homework =( =(Maths test on thursday =( =( =( Projects =( =( =( =(

Should I talk to him ?? Message ! If like not together before still at least better. WTH !! Seriously !!

Tell me what you want me to do ok? =)

If you say hi to me this week without me saying , i will message you k ?

DEAL ! ♥

I guess this is so long. =) BYE !

It's been a very long time that I have written about LOVE in my blog. Haha. Hmmm... I swear this will be the last time I write about love for him. Oh please just be it ok ?!

It is already so long !! Like I don't ever since you entered my mind you never leave. Even if I like someone else, you are still there somewhere in my heart. I really don't want this to go on. I don't understand why you could let go so easily. Maybe my first idea was right. You all along was playing right ? Good Job ! Now, you tortured my life for like years. It is time to let me off ? I think it is I did not managed to do in for the past 2 years. I swear I will cut off my ties with you. For unchanged fact, I will just ignore. You are no longer in my dictionary. We have been through alot. But it was a long time ago. This moment will be the turning point.

No more love ok? Just leave me alone. No one enters again ok. At least for this year.

IMPOSSIBLE ! TO RETURN BACK TO WE USED TO BE. WE HAD PAST ALL THE ANNIVERSARY AND MEMORIES !! TO STATE THE FACT, YOU ARE NOT MINE ANYMORE. IF YOU WANT TO GET BACK, YOU WILL SAID LONG AGO. LOVE DOESN'T EXIST AT ALL BETWEEN US.

just look away when i look at you. Scold me when I am thinking about you.

No. I will stop it myself. I SWEAR !

FAREWELL DAISUKE, EEYORE, PENGUIN. WHATEVER.

NO MORE WAY BACK TO LOVE

NO MORE YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE

NO MORE MARY HAD A LITTLE LAMB

NO MORE WAITING FOR YOUR CALLS AND MESSAGES

NO MORE OUR PAST !

JUST FORGET =)

YOU CAN DO IT IF YOU BELIEVE YOU CAN DO IT !!

BELIEVE IN YOURSELF !!

AWESOME ME RIGHT ? ^^

SO BYE !! =)

Today and It's Past !

Today ::
Woke up nine plus. And did my chinese compo. Could not believe I was actually that hardworking. ^^ Then Bath and used com before heading to Bedok Intr. Yes ! I was not the last one. =) haha. Then Jiayi, Ziying and Me headed to Amanda's house with Amanda to have steamboat ^^ hehe. For Amanda's Birthday Celebration. Her mum prepared alot of food for us. So thankful to her ! Her mum is sure nice ^^ hehe. Then Eat and Talk. Until like three plus. Then four of us watch IP MAN ONE together. haha Hmmm... I still think the second was better for fighting and the Qian Zhuang was better for touching stories. =) Then Slack and Slack do some project work though until six then we went home. =) yup haha

Yesterday ::
Went to Esplande at nine am in the morning cause I was on morning duty to help out the performers. =) hehe. quite fun la. Then changed clothes and went off to meet Ziying & Natasha. Ziying left her ticket at home and went back to take ^^ So she was nearly late. Natasha from Council actually wore a super high heels haha so cool ! ^^ Me... Dress with a black knit with my no-heel court shoes. haha. =) So short ! I was actually sitting with the Sec 1s then I changed back to my class !! ^^ haha. Then I was sitting beside Ziying on the front row. Gosh ! I was nearly going to die !! So high !! I am afriad of height. =( hehe. I think the concert was pretty nice ^^ But in a whole is was terrible exprience for me. And Don't Ever ask why. After the concert, waited for Natasha to find her HMMMM, Amanda,Heyse and Jiayi. Was quarreling with Zul. AS USUSAL ! haha. I really should talk to him more in class. ^^ haha. We must be a better table partner ^^ !! =) hehe. Shafeeqa saw zul and I then she kept laughing. LOL ^^ haha then went Bedok Mac with Natasha and Heyse via MRT. ^^ Then waited for Jiayi and started eating. ^^ My dad then send Jiayi and Heyse home. ^^

OMG !! Your outlook for yesterday was horrible ! Cannot take it. You look so cute on the other hand not like him. Ewww...

Common ::
I changed partner to Zulhelmi !! haha. Yup. Is that guy who always quarrel with me during my physics lab lesson. Now he is sitting beside me during Physics Lab Lesson and Next Next to me during Art lesson and My New Classroom Table Partner. But I wonder if Miss Yap will change again... =/ haha. So yup. Let's be a better table partners k ?? =)

School starts again !! =)

Hmmm. So yup school starts again. haha. It is already the 2nd day.

Monday ::

First day of school was actually quite ok ^^ Sitting with Shiny is fun ! =) Ziying gave everyone of the clique a JACKPOT BOX for present. =) haha. quite fun sia !! hehe. Our new Co-Form Teacher, Mr.Annwar quite cute sia ! haha. He is pretty nice =) Miss Yap gave out the Outstanding Student Award ! =) and I was one of them. ^^ hehe. Delia, Zul & me. =) hehe. THanks so much ^^ After school, went BBT with Amanda, Ziying, JiaYi, Heyse & Zoe. =) But ALOT OF PEOPLE ! SO SIANZ... hehe. then we went Mac Lab to wait for Ziying to finish her work. And I did a bit of my Lit hw. =) hehe. Then went home.

Today ::

Changed my dairy ^^ and Changed my seat. Cause it was according to class position. I am now sitting with CARISSA ! haha. Shiny is like 1 seat away from me with YiXian... Heyse is beside me with Yong Xuan. Haha. Amanda is with YiJia. Ziying is with Joyce again ! hehe. Now Amanda, Heyse and Me is sitting together haha. JiaYi is with Syafiq. haha. =) in Front of me is QianYing and Atiqah. Behind me is Zul and Meng Leng. =)

Today's morning was raining heavily ! haha. I wet my shoe and socks. =( hehe. Did not wore socks. And took out my shoe during class ! =) Awesome ! hehe. Today we presented our Geography Project. It seems ok. ^^ hehe.

Finall Spoke to Guan Zhong today ! hehe. He is as cheerful as ever ! =) hehe. But sad he still don't feel like Sms-ing. But I don't know if it is true. =( sighz...

Tired again ! Oh No !

Hehe. So in a few words the outing day ( KTV and Movie ) IS AWESOME !! haha. ok. I sang like many many songs. haha. totally insane !! ok. Then the movie is quite touching. I almost cried. haha. I think I saw Athena but not very confirm haha. =) The few days I totally only chiong homework.

Today ::
Morning went for the robocup thingy. Talked to kellyn for a while. haha. SHE IS SO ADORABLE !! haha. =) Then amanda ! LATE ! haha. =) so board the bus. ^^ Zoe, JiaYi, Me,Amanda, Syakirah and Hydaiya ( i seriously don't know how to spell sorry ) then yup went to robocup. LINCOLN IS HOT !!! haha. but he just comes and go. =( haha. ok. So saw Ghee & Guan Zhong. Haha. Sorry Rest i don't know how to spell their name. I saw them dance. I still think their Sorry Sorry better. hehe. Then went back with them. And their things fell. Ghee ran to the rescue. haha. But the bus was freaking jerky. hehe. Just like what Ghee say I have quite a lot of names for him =) Ghee. Ghee Kian. Ghee-y. Yup. Guan Zhong also. Sometimes Zhong, Guan Zhong. Guan-Zhong-Y ! haha. myabe not the third one. HE TOTALLY SO BAD !! haha. Say hi he ignore. Then message don't reply. Sighz....

Went to Simei in the end for lunch with Heyse, Zoe, Amanda, Syakirah and Hyda. Haha. Quite nice ^^ !!Then went to walk walk. =) Bought paper to fold stars again. =) hehe started folding again. =) Hyda say I like everytime also folding things. haha. =) ok. Then bus-ed home with Amanda. =) Totally tired. =/

* Hmph * Project Meeting...

haha. Just like what i said in my previous post, We went to Amanda's house for project. hehe. I was the lastest ! haha. Sorry. =) then went to Amanda's house. TAN ZIYING !! I seriously want to compliment * this girl ^^ She practically tell almost everyone. Sighz... haha. So yup went Amanda's house. It is very spacious, bright and WHITE ! hehe. Quite nice =) Firstly, we did our projects !! Really !! haha. Was talking about our history project and science. ^^ Then Ate our lunch. Amanda's Mummy treat !! So nice ^^ haha. She bought alot of stuff for us. =) Thank you so much !! Then went to Amanda's other room to study with air-con^^ And used Com. Ok. After we went to the room, the COMPUTER became the highlight ! haha. I am the most guai one ^^ I did not really use her computer. =) I also did 2 maths questions which i don't know and 2 chapter of my HCL worksheet. =) Then, we went down to PLAY !! haha. First game is CROCODILE. haha. super fun !! haha. Amanda kept pushing me to the corner !! My butt hurts. * red red * haha. Then run run and scream scream !! haha. Then we played COLOUR CATCHING !! haha. Ziying is super funny !! Cannot stand her !! haha. =) Hmmm then took bus with heyse to bedok intr. Bus-ed Home. ^^ ok...

Amanda, Heyse and My TARGET :: To Finish
- Word List
- HCL worksheet

My throat is kinda of itchy ! haha. hope it will get well tomorrow !! Tomorrow going to watch TOY STORY 3 !! and MAYBE GO K !! Hmmm. Songs that I confirm will sing ::
- Dui De Ren
- Ni Wei Shen Me Shou Huang
- Cai Bu Tou
- Jia Zhuang
- San Ren You
- P.S wo ai ni
- Shi luo sha zhou
- ni zai, bu zai

YEAH !! =)

a story long long ago =)

Haha. Hmm... I don't really know what to say. Ziying asked me to post de. =) Wa... Just viewed Ziying's blog story. hehe . Quite funny !! She actually said I got alot of inside news. haha. Cause got council camp thats why did not go outing with ziying and jiayi. I rather go outing with them than council camp seriously. So Tuesday I went out in the morning to celebrate Gina's birthday with Charlene, Keeve and Jun Shen. haha. quite fun. =) the night before, I went to celebrate my brother's birthday. I was the first one to say happy birthday !! so pro right ?^^ haha. Today, later in the afternoon, i must go project meeting. I doubt it will be project meeting more like chatting session. haha. ^^ the venue is at AMANDA'S HOUSE !! haha. i now at word list 3 group 10 still chiong-ing !! haha. JIA YOU !!