Me when I was little

Me when I was little

Thursday, July 22, 2010

WO LEI BI LE !! =)

hehe. Today was COLD COLD COLD !! And I am tired tired tired. AIYO !! haha.

Hmmmm. Over the bath, I thought about it. Actually, staring into blank space is not bad afterall. VEry relaxing. =) haha. Ok besides that. =) I am thinking why I am so bad. Hmmmm walk past people I know and just ignore. I decided ! I am going to say HI to everyone I know. =) hehe. Yeah !

Maths so screwed !! =( 18/30 And Many people in my class got like 20,21... WTF !! How ?? Did I not study hard enough ? Don't be discourage baobei !! =) You can do it de ^^ hehe. I am contented with my higher chinese result ^^ 39/50 sia !! =) hehe. MCQ got 9/10 not bad sia!! =) See BaoBei you can do it de rigth ? ^^ haha.

Tomorrow Vocab test sia!! Not much confidence but I AM JIA YOU DE !! ^^

YOU CAN DO IT EUNICE LIM KE LI ^^ AWESOME ^^ !!! =)

* is my handwriting that big ? * =S

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Aiyo !

Hmmmm...Let me see how to put it ! I am quite tired to post lots of things that happen recently. I should just talk about recent affairs that is quite impactful.

Friday, I went magicland. It was quite good. =) haha.
Saturday was totally a slack day.
Sunday, I found myself a bit better than Sat. I at least did some homework.

Monday was the PROBLEMATIC DAY ! It was quite an unfortuanate day for quite a few people. I was actually quite pissed too ! But I chilled down pretty fast. They are really unreasonable people. Being close to them isn't a good thing at all. It seems to bring more harm than good. They got worse ba. Today I was actually immuned to their actions. Poor Jiayi still like a bit angry. Aiya. I really give up on them le la. I just tried my best to make them contribute as much as possible. =) I can say I done my part =)

After school, I went Teo Heng with Shiny and Jiayi. =) Actually not bad. From Jiayi's selection, I knew many new songs =) haha. Shiny ya. REally should use real voice to sing. Her real voice to sing is pretty nice !! =) haha. Me ya i kinda of hope to have Jiayi's voice. Her voice is nicer than mine!! haha. =) So yup.

I PROMISE MYSELF I CANNOT GO OUT THIS WEEK !! WEDNESDAY TO FRIDAY !! ONLY CAN EAT NEAR BY. LIKE BBT AND MY HOUSE THERE =) ONLY EATING !

ALL WEDNESDAY NO MORE GOING OUT !!

Everytime late for maths tuition sighz... haha =)

Friday, July 16, 2010

Only the AWESOME & GOOD

Hehe. Now I am will put up a poll !! If I should post 3 posts or only 1 post

Thursday, July 15, 2010

3 tests in a day how should I feel ?

Yup I got 3 tests today !! haha.

Geog > Screw the first page !! I cannot do. =( haha. The behind, I really try my supe best to like crap out something. PLZ PASS ME OK ? ^^

Maths > Finished on the dot ! AWESOME !! Zul totally scare me ! haha. but thanks to me and my smart idea. hehe. should not say. hehe. SECRET ^^ damn the curve. Jsut cannot draw welll. =( haha. Anson actually found the curved ruler good to draw the graph... For Jun Heng, really sorry did not manage to lend you the calculator. Saw the paper, I bet you must have a hard time doing right ? Sorry. Don't really dare to look at you after this. Sorry. =)

Higher Chinese > Amazingly not hard ^^ Managed to finish before time. ^^

Then rushed with Jiayi to TEMASEK PRIMARY !! haha. helping out for the carnival !! Oh my Gosh !! Almost everything did not change. haha. AWESOME ^^ Actually deep down, I was somehow waiting for him. I know it sucks ! Arh.... Maybe Becs is rigth, He is someone even I don't know who he really is. He can be nice sometimes and not sometimes. What I remember is from Primary. You sure everything stays the same ? I doubt so...

Thats one of the reason why I prefer Badtz-Maru to Hello Kitty. Haha. Today Nat and I was like discussing about their chormsomes. ^^ hehe. You don't wish to know ^^ for biology class ^^ At least Badtz-Maru is nice and I know what kind of person he is like. =) He might be ya you know. V.H-P and SC. He is better than someone who you totally don't know how is he like right ? haha. ^^ yup =)

tomorrow going back to help again !! haha. Planning to chiong there after CCA. And stayed until the whole thing ends ^^ My aunt and niece might be going. Hmmm. But not really for me. haha. =) ok. so I gtg ^^ BB

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

EMOTIONS that run like a ROLLER COASTER !

Today ya ! How to say leh ? haha. What things happen. Today finally no council meeting. Woke up around 6.45 Had an awesome sleep today. ^^ Then usual stuff. Used com ^^ Then met Ziying and went school together ^^ haha. then everyone came and talked about Art homework. My pencil portrait was you know " AWESOME ". haha. Then first lesson was D&T. Played around with the notebook. ^^ It was very fun !! haha. the air-con is super cold ! haha. Then went for recess. When I came out of the classroom with Nat, we saw Hello Kitty. He actually said hi to me. I am SO STUNNED ! then Assembly. Haha. 2/3 and 2/5 went up to perform. haha. I SAW Badtz-Maru !! so cute. But Ziying, Jiayi and Heyse was like critizing his voice. Don't be so bad la. Ziying best she said to Zoe that I finally found someone's voice who is wrose than your boyfriend. You all are so bad. And they prefer Hello-Kitty than Badtz-Maru. NO !! After that was Art. As usual you know. boring ! ok. ^^ then was maths. Maths also... Then FTCT. Slack ^^ We how to say. Tried to crack a code in a puzzle of words. I am the best. I only could read the word SOMEBODY. haha. ^^ Awesome right ?^^ Had a little quarrel with Zul. Seriously should we sit together ? =S haha. but he was actually nice. Cause the whole class left then i left my wallet and phone in class when I went toliet with Jiayi. Then Zul actually came down to pass to me.. Hmmm. haha. I really don't know.. After school, Jiayi, Shinyi, Amanda, Heyse & me went to Bedok Mac. Ziying ya. Sad story. But I really hope she went. =( haha. ok. Then haha. WE GOSSIPED LOH ! haha. Best thing was I am the one who talked the most today ^^ haha. Everything down the sun ^^ Then went home with Shinyi. Talked about council. I suddenly had a bit of my passion for council back ^^ haha, =) AWESOME ^^ then ChinHoe and Hopkins sat behind me in the bus. I kept feeling someone tapping my back. FREAKY ! haha. ^^ Then got off and went for tuition after bathing. I WAS THE LAST ONE !! Winston actually bad-mouthed the SCL. I am so PISSED-OFF !! WHAT IS HIS PROBLEM !! ARGH !! ok. =)

I read finish To Forget You. Hmmm.. I will rank it second.
1. I believe you
2. To Forget You
3. Destiny's Cries
haha. Now I will start reading Love, Rosie. ^^ hehe. No book with me today I felt weird

I actually realise I don't really like anyone now. How to say. Not totally no feeling.

I had went with him for nine months. It is impossible that I don't have feeling now. By who to say, not that strong anymore.. Just a slight pinch ^^ But how can he forget it so easily..

Him yaya... How to say. Just find him cute ^^ Actually quite similiar. I just want to see both of them. For him, maybe want to talk too. ^^ I got more feelings for him than for him. BUT I GUESS THEY DON'T REALLY CARE AFTERALL. haha. so yup.

Tomorrow got Geog, Maths and HCL tests. BLEH CAN ? haha. ok go study geography le. WISH ME ALL THE BEST ^^ haha.




Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Untittled

I tittled it " Untittled " cause I really don't know what to type..
How to say.. I am just recently very confused. I knew obviously not very happy today. Even Val told me today that I looked like I am very stressed up. But WHY ? I actually also don't know. I seems to bottle up a lot of things recently. I obviously cannot tell it to Zul. But wanting me to tell Shiny. I don't know why. I cannot do it like before. After she became Exco and not sitting beside me, I reliase I don't love her as much as last time. Her words sometimes hurted me deeply. I was so surprised that Jiayi was actually the one that cheered me up through like a saying. Weird.

I cannot feel my happiness anymore in school. I realise at home, I felt a bit better. Just who I am ^^ In school, I am still me. But not very me. What the heck am I saying ? Things change over time. I don't like that. I like things to be the way there are. But it looks like things does change. Maybe why I am not that happy is because I am still undergoing the accepting process. But I somehow saw the end to it. =)

I saw him today. The funny thing was I was shocked. Want to see him again. And thats all. It wasn't that strong like it was. I think I afterall don't like him that much. If he said that to the PRIMARY SCH Me, I would cry my heart out and probably want to die. Feeling like thousand of needles poking into my heart. And just to difficult to breathe. But I am not longer like that.

I actually quite envy those happy-go-lucky people like YIJIA and ZIYING !! They are so strong. But as humans, they will definitely have something like that cannot be ok about. But they are always smiling. I WANT TO BE LIKE THEM !! Seriously, I am jealous ! haha. But I am try to improve myself !! =) IMPROVEMENT IS IMPORTANT AFTER A FALL ^^ by eunice lim =)

Maybe is the homework load, project due date and stuff that I don't want and I am forced to do. But SUPER AWESOME EUNICE LIM CAN OVERCOME ANYTHING !! Think about it even a nine months relationship break up I can come over what more ? =) hehe.

However still, my clique ♥ don't seem to be bonded recently ! We really need some bonding session !! ONLY US !! ^^ haha. I was actually very happy when I heard Amanda said that ZUL YOU KNOW YOU OFFENDED ALMOST EVERYONE IN OUR CLIQUE ♥ ! haha AWESOME ^^

Zul ya. Shiny might be right. Zul isn't my best table partner. But it is ok !! ^^ He obviously don't prefer me over SOMEONE ESLE !! haha. But i try to be a better table partner. =) hehe.

About being with Shiny ? Hmmm.. It is still under discussion. =) Results will be known later. ^^

Monday, July 12, 2010

I am a hopeless idiot !!

Who is the one who says I am going to forget him ??
Then during the induction, hope to find him.
Saw him taking pictures with others, feeling weird
See him and see him again.
Cannot hold and talk to him

Stupid idiot !! HOPELESS MAN !! I quite hate myself !! Argh !!

See now you talk to him and hurt yourself. Just a sentence and made you cry. Happy ?? Stupid !!
Gosh !!

So today..I saw so many types of love today..

To forget you > everlasting love ( primary to JC )
Natasha > just talking to you makes me happy
Zul > only S.E.X
Jun Heng > Faithful love
Myself > Hopeless love
Shinyi > Not being couple but there for me
Zoe > being with him makes me happy
I believe you > i am there for you always
Destiny's Cries > you are more important than my life
Carissa > he is the best no matter wat everyone say

Phew... What am I going to do ? Can please drop some hint to me ?? Plz ? ^^


Today is a day that I can sleep any moment. So boring !! Cannot take it. Somemore sleep without pillow. =( I DROPPED MY PILLOW !! Gosh !! Super warm today ! Zul bully me today ! As usual la. Don't talk to me. Almost drive me crazy. Sometimes I wonder if he hates me alot. =/ haha. He today almost laugh until cry. haha. He is freaking epic ^^

The history presentation is bullshit ! haha. I totally suck at public speaking. NERVOUS ! I hope that he can cheer for me like he did when I had to present my Charity skit in pri 5 or 6. I miss him but there is no use right ? After 2 years, he is still controling my emotion. How much of a loser are you EUNICE LIM ?? =( riku. * drop head *

Biology and Geography tests tomorrow !! =( Homework =( =(Maths test on thursday =( =( =( Projects =( =( =( =(

Should I talk to him ?? Message ! If like not together before still at least better. WTH !! Seriously !!

Tell me what you want me to do ok? =)

If you say hi to me this week without me saying , i will message you k ?

DEAL ! ♥